Hello peeps,
First of all, I'm sorry for not being around for a while, I've got no excuses apart from I'm still not following a plan and am really upset and ashamed of myself.
I should love coming on here and seeing how well everyone else is doing, but the truth is, every time I log on I see how well everyone is doing, then log straight off thinking how stupid I am as I can't do the same (selfish of me, I'm sorry).
Anyway, So here I am, still stuck at square one, I'm not putting on weight, just STS. I'm not going to SW classes as feel so silly as I can't do it. I've been to the Dr's for help, but they've just said they won't help me until I've shown I can do it myself.
I've got a degree in food and nutrition (so know where I'm going wrong) but all they do is give me "healthy eating leaflets", I just wish I could buy willpower as it's all I need.
Arrgh, anyway, random ramblings over. I really hope I'll be back on here with you all soon, I just need it to "click" again.
I have made some brilliant friends on here and do miss you, I do wish you all well with your journey - hopefully I'll be back soon. xxx