Lou's Diary - onwards and inwards!

Aww thanks Jane, he's not my boyfriend though (still need to have that conversation). How are you? Hope you're ok, will pop over to your diary in a min.

Friday - green
B: 42g allbran and pear (B)
L: Sandwich (B) and cereal bar (10 syns)
S: 1/3 double decker (4 syns?)
D: SW chips

Really bad day today re fruit and vegetables, will improve tomorrow but had a mad day and been feeling really ill. Blah x
 
Evening everyone, been working today then suddenly felt the urge to go on a bike ride when I got home (distracting myself from not hearing from C). Anyway... I did 30 miles, proper shattered now and freezing cold, does anyone else get really cold after exercise? Had a hot shower and now in my jim jams / hoody and still frozen.

Saturday - green (ish)
B: 42g allbran (B)
S: Apple and orange
L: Fruit salad and lf crisps (5 syns)
S: chicken wing minus skin (B?)
D: Rustic chips (4 syns) and chickpea dahl

xxx
 
Lol, I'm usually so out of puff I'm roasting!! However I too am currently sitting in pjs and a hoody, just taken my make up off and gettin into bed to watch x factor... Rock on!!

Hope everything's ok with C xxx
 
It's the best way to spend a Saturday night hun, hehe. As for C... haven't heard from him since Friday night, am being typically girly and thinking he must not be interested in me anymore, but am being stubborn and not going to chase him, if he wants to contact me he will, if not, it's his loss.

Sunday... red day
B: 4 cold lf sausages (2 syns)
S: Orange
L: ?
D: Salmon fillet with baby carrots and a jacket potato (B)
 
I just text C saying he's been offish and would he rather I didn't contact him anymore... his reply:

"You can still contact me but I think we need to slow down and be friends. I'm sorry but I'm just missing that spark between us, we get on great no doubt about that but that spark is just not there for me"

Am sat here in tears now, why can't I just be happy with someone? Am just so gutted that I let myself get hurt again, I know he's been honest etc and I can't blame him for that, but I just want to be happy, I'm nearly 28 and fed up of being on my own all the time, all my friends are coupled up. A tiny part of me is thinking how easy it would be to go back to my lying, cheating ex, but I know I never will.

Oh well, at least I know now and at least he told me rather than just disappearing and leaving me wondering. Trouble is he works 5 min walk away from my office and we both go to the Town Centre at lunchtimes etc, I so don't want to bump into him etc, etc.

Am going for a bath and a good cry now I think :cry:
 
Oh hun, that's rubbish news. But you were right before you text him when you posted that it would be his loss if he wasn't interested any more. Hope you got the crying out of your system last night. Massive hugs x
 
Hi hun, am feeling perfectly fine today about it... it's the nicest way I've ever been dumped (hehe) and it feels a million times better knowing than being unsure of what is going on and why he's gone distant etc.

Have a day off today and have a list as long as my arm, have got so much going on at the moment, eek. xxx
 
Hey Hun

Sorry it didn't work out with C, but as you say, at least you know for sure now and can move on. You will find someone better, promise - and all those loved up friends, well half of the probably won't last, don't be fooled that everyone around you is mortally happy and you are the only one who isn't ;)

Sounds like you have too much else going on for a guy anyway! xxx
 
Thanks Mav, ohhh check you ticker out lady.. just over a month and he'll be home, yay! You'll have to send him his last box out as if you leave it any longer he'll be home before it gets over there.

Monday - red
B: Coffee and 4 mikados (2 syns)
S: Orange
L: 2 LF sausages (1 syn) with cherry tomatoes and scrambled eggs
D: Pork kebabs with a pitta bread (B) and syn free garlic and herb dip

Ohh, and one bonus re C.. he didn't like onions, how much of a ball ache would it be cooking for him all the time with no onions! Weird. Or garlic! x
 
Definitely a weirdo - two of my favourite base of any meal ingredients!!

Don't think I'm gonna send bf any more stuff - his parents have been bombarding him so unless I can think of somethng super imaginitive, his parents will have beaten me to it!! xxx
 
Morning... red day again today and I'm going to be 100% on plan, promise!

B: Porridge made with water (B)
S: Orange
L: LF crisps (4 syns)
S: Orange
D: Lamb kebabs and pitta bread (B)
 
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Morning, happy Wednesday... red day and WI day today

B: 42g Allbran (B)
S: Orange
L: LF Crisps and mullerlight (4 syns)
D: Chilli, jacket potato and salad (B)
 
Good luck with your WI Louise. I have to agree with Prawnchopsuey re lack of food. Do hope that you are looking after yourself. x
 
Aww, thanks girls, is a reason why I'm not eating lunch though, I made homemade vegetable soup and took it into work yesterday, it tastes a bit ming so I keep leaving it in the fridge. I'm also refusing to buy dinner from the canteen when I've got it in the fridge, hehe. Will eat it tomorrow.

Ohhhh... weigh in news, I lost 2lbs, yay! x
 
P.S - have gone green..

B: 42g Allbran (B)
S: mullerlight
L: LF Crisps and orange (4 syns)
S: 2 new sw bar things (B)
D: SW chips, beans and lemon and black pepper quorn escalope (7 syns - this is why they've been in freezer so long, meh)

xx
 
Hiya Lou

I'm popping my head in to see how you are and to say well done on your weight loss this week, not long before you get your 5 stone shiney :D:D

Thanks ever so much for popping into my diary to see how i'm doing, its much appreciated, hope things are going well your end, catch up with you soon Boo xxx
 
Well done on the loss Hun, fantastic :) xx
 
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