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[Yolande]

Got the news i was dreading my friend has sadly passed away.. im very much all over the place right now =(

 

[therealbbe]

Got the news i was dreading my friend has sadly passed away.. im very much all over the place right now =(

Awwwwww sorry to hear the terrible news thinking of you sweetie xxxxxx

 

[ayshaahmad]

Oh yolande u poor thing, I am sorry sorry to hear about your friend and hat u have been poorly x big hugs to u hun xxxxx

 

[angelupnorth]

So sorry to hear about your friend Yolande, sending weirdy internet hugs your way x x x

 

[tizzy51]

What a rough time you're having! Glad that physically you are feeling better and I'm very sorry to hear about your friend. Take care of yourself and big hugs.

 

[Yolande]

Thank you for the kind words although we knew she didnt have that much longer left it still knocked me for six thought she atleast had a little longer i only seen her the other day and she was convinced that she wud be going home next week and now she is gone never thought that was going to be the last time, i have not had to really deal with death in this way so i am really struggling but trying my best to be strong but my heart is very sore.

 

[ayshaahmad]

No matter how much time u have to get used to the idea that someone won't be around much longer it is still a massive shock for u, I hope u have someone there for u hun xxx

 

[Daisy65]

Sorry to hear your sad news ... As Aysha says, you are never quite prepared to lose someone.
Keep on track - times such as these just illustrate how precious life is and that we should all try and live life to the full.
x

 

[tizzy51]

It is small consolation, but it does get easier. However I find you never really stop missing them. When I do miss them, I take time to remember the good times and be thankful that they were in my life. Altho' I'm not particularly religious, I also like to light candles in their memory. Big hugs.

 

[Yolande]

So i stayed away for a few days cos i have been a mess! I went completely off plan friday and saturday and i just thought eating was gona make me feel better some how but it didnt of coarse so i had a major pep talk with myslef saturday night and decided the person i am hurting by binging like this is me and i have worked far to hard to lose so much weight already and eating like a pig wont bring her back its not an excuse to do it!! Went through 2 days of utter hell but im now on my 3rd day of being absolutely 100% have the dry mouth and think ketosis is back and so am i!!! I am not having any more cheats or breaks cos its a slippery slope and my god its really difficult to get back on it so now that i am on it im stayig on it!!! Thanks to you all for your kind words and support you are all amazing and i appreciate it more than you know! The funeral is on friday and i know it will be tough but il get through it.
My amazing mom has gone and booked a villa in menorca for end of september for 2 weeks and told me im coming so i have new motivation to look hot on the beach and have some nice photos of me and her it will also be the first time she sees me since christmas soo im very excited for that.
Now to get this last 3 and a bit stone off me!!! =D

 

[ayshaahmad]

I am so not surprised u had a blip hun,but that's all it was as u said u are back and ready to be a hot mumma on that beach, something to look forward to hey sounds like it will be fab! Keep strong yolande u are one tough chick, big hugs xxx

 

[Daisy65]

Yolande - good on you. I know you've been through a difficult period but you still sound positive. Your friend would have been proud of you.

 

[Yolande]

I dont know how after my horrible binge all weekend but i have lost 3.5lbs!!!!!!!! HOW?? Im not complaining ha ha but i just dont understand how i lost weight cos when i say i went off plan i REALLY went off plan so that was such an awesome suprise and today was nice and easy ketosis is defo back WOOP WOOP =D Im getting closer to the 13's i can smell it LOL

 

[ayshaahmad]

I dont know how after my horrible binge all weekend but i have lost 3.5lbs!!!!!!!! HOW?? Im not complaining ha ha but i just dont understand how i lost weight cos when i say i went off plan i REALLY went off plan so that was such an awesome suprise and today was nice and easy ketosis is defo back WOOP WOOP =D Im getting closer to the 13's i can smell it LOL

Amazing yolande that is Brill, how are u hun?

 

[tizzy51]

Way to go! Apparently you've got your body trained to lose weight no matter what!

 

[Yolande]

Amazing yolande that is Brill, how are u hun?

Thanks i was sooo suprised =) Im doing much better and looking forward to the positives now ,friday will be hard but il get through it x

 

[Yolande]

Way to go! Apparently you've got your body trained to lose weight no matter what!

ha ha ha ha ah i wish that were the case id be a very happy lady then LOL =D

 

[Yolande]

I also measured myself today and i have lost alot of cm all around

-26cm off my tummy
-6cm off my arms
-11cm of my thighs
-22cm off my bust (they are shrinking fast im down 3 cup sizes already)

That is just CRAZY ha ha ha its nice to see just how well i have done GO ME =D

 

[ayshaahmad]

Thanks i was sooo suprised =) Im doing much better and looking forward to the positives now ,friday will be hard but il get through it x

U will do, u are one strong lady xx

 

[Daisy65]

Divine intervention for previous good behaviour! You needed some good news...I reckon you'll get into the 13s before I get into the 12s. I am a bit shorter than you. I definitely feel as if the end is in sight .. Well, only just!