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[Yolande]

Other people r bizarre aren't they, I think sometimes they just get used to us looking a certain way so when we lose weight it's like 'u can stop now'

I know its crazy ha ha ha but i honestly think they just get used to us being the bigger person and they cant see us as anything else LOL I swear the way people go on at me you would swear i was looking anorexic or something which im soooooooooooo far from ha ha ha dread to think what they will say when i do eventually get to 11 stone =D

 

[ayshaahmad]

How did u get on today hun did u have wi?

 

[Yolande]

So i totally chickened out of my wi today i went to see my cdc cos i needed more products opened up to her completely i told her i was having a terrible time and had a horrible week but that i finally feel like my head is back in this and i was scared of getting very downhearted by a gain (which i know i have) so i asked her if i cud 'right off' this week i swear i think she thought i was crazy ha ha but she told me i have done so well and that under the circumstances she doesnt blame me for having an off week but that i must knuckle down now and get back in it.. so now you all might think im crazy too but i really could not face the scales today just the thought that i have gained makes me sooo angry at myself i didnt need to see it if that makes any sense??? But on the bright side i feel good 2nd day of 100% very much looking forward to ketosis!! I feel like a broken record saying now that im sticking with it but i sort of have that same feeling of excitement when i first started i have until end of september to get to 11 stone and dammit im gona do it!!!! Thanks to you all for the support and sorry for being weak but it aint gona happen again i always said you need your head to be in this for it to work and mine is there again so woo hoo to a fresh start!!!! =D

 

[LeaE]

Please don't be sorry u have done so well so far and yr a true inspiration to me x good luck with yr restart and please don't be hard on yrself you have done brilliant x

 

[ayshaahmad]

You are no way weak yolande don't ever think that about yourself, this diet is hard enough without the obsticales of life thrown in as well, I don't blame u for not jumping on the scales when I have had bad weeks I wish I would of done it, but my cdc wouldn't of let me lol u will get back into as u are a girl on a mission, so gd luck hunni and big hugs xxx

 

[Yolande]

Thanks so much for the encouragement it really helps me =D Today i also ordered a hoola hoop and another exercise thingy out of the avon book so i cant hoola hoop to save my life but think it should be pretty fun trying and il give my waistline a good workout =D

 

[ayshaahmad]

Thanks so much for the encouragement it really helps me =D Today i also ordered a hoola hoop and another exercise thingy out of the avon book so i cant hoola hoop to save my life but think it should be pretty fun trying and il give my waistline a good workout =D

Oooo tempting to get one saw some in Tesco today lol, my hips need working on lol

 

[Yolande]

Ha ha ha so do mine so thought id give something different a try LOL

 

[ayshaahmad]

Ha ha ha so do mine so thought id give something different a try LOL

May pick one up tomorrow, will let u know lol looking into aqua aerobics classes too

 

[tizzy51]

Hey Yolande, speaking purely selfishly it is nice to know that even you, who seemed to have this diet conquered with none of the problems, temptations, blips, etc that we poor mortals struggle with, can have a rough week. AND bounce back fighting! Woo hoo! You are, as always, an inspiration!

You may even be pleasantly surprised at your next weigh-in. I found after my week away skiing (and completely off CD) that the loss after got a bit of a boost for a week or so.

 

[Daisy65]

Yolande - whatever works for you is ok - you made a reasoned decision not to weigh this week and are back on SS now feeling positive. I'm also aiming for around 11 stones at the end so September although I would be happy with a bmi of 25. I think it may be difficult because of the number of social engagements coming up and I also lose weight slowly compared to most. Let's go for it - the end is within our grasp ...

 

[Rosepetal]

Hi, have just read this entrie and it was like looking at myself apart from one thing (my heart goes out to you), you are amazing and really hope I am able to do what you have done. I have 6 - 8 stone to lose and I just hope I can find some will power.

 

[Yolande]

May pick one up tomorrow, will let u know lol looking into aqua aerobics classes too

I have heard sooo many good things about aqua aerobics it is one of the best forms of exercise =)

 

[Yolande]

Hey Yolande, speaking purely selfishly it is nice to know that even you, who seemed to have this diet conquered with none of the problems, temptations, blips, etc that we poor mortals struggle with, can have a rough week. AND bounce back fighting! Woo hoo! You are, as always, an inspiration!

You may even be pleasantly surprised at your next weigh-in. I found after my week away skiing (and completely off CD) that the loss after got a bit of a boost for a week or so.

Ha ha ha its good to know i am in fact only human =D Yeah it was a bad week for me could not face the scales but im feeling very good and positive again been drinking lots of water and feeling energetic too which is great. Im hopefull for a nice loss at next weeks wi i seen you did have a boost in your losses after your ski week soooo maybe the same will happen for me hee hee i feel relieved that my head is in the place it needs to be again =D

 

[Yolande]

Yolande - whatever works for you is ok - you made a reasoned decision not to weigh this week and are back on SS now feeling positive. I'm also aiming for around 11 stones at the end so September although I would be happy with a bmi of 25. I think it may be difficult because of the number of social engagements coming up and I also lose weight slowly compared to most. Let's go for it - the end is within our grasp ...

Thanks =) I seriously could not face the scales and i think my cdc understood cos she could tell i was very upset with myself but yes im back on it feeling good drinking lots of water!! I do not envy you with the social occasions coming up i luckily have none that i need to go to i honestly right now could not face it!! Yeah we are sooo gona do this the end is near =D

 

[Yolande]

Hi, have just read this entrie and it was like looking at myself apart from one thing (my heart goes out to you), you are amazing and really hope I am able to do what you have done. I have 6 - 8 stone to lose and I just hope I can find some will power.

Aw thanks hun =) You know you will suprise yourself with the willpower you have... i could never have dreamed i would be able to do something like this but i am and i am feeling soooo good for it. I wish you all the best of luck for your journey just get through the first few days and it will get easier and be sure to drink lots of water it actually really does help =D

 

[Yolande]

Ok so not diet related but i just spoke to my 3 year old nephew in south africa he seen pics of me swimming with dolphins and he thinks i am a super hero ha ha he asked me how do i do it... so i told him that dolphins only like good people and if you are good then one day they will swim with you so he said i am a very good boy i told him i know so the dolphins will swim with you so he made me promise ha ha so i have a big task on my hands bless his little heart....he has just made me feel soooo unbelievably happy and positive without even knowing it.. i cant wait to be able to run around after him and actually go swimming with him in december.. ah man this diet and all the hard times are sooooooo gona be worth it =D

 

[tizzy51]

Sweet! You're our superhero too!

 

[Rosepetal]

Ahh thats so lovely! and I agree with tizzy51 lol

 

[ayshaahmad]

Ahhhh how fab is that yolande! So so worth it, wait till his little face lights up when he sees u and u take him swimming with the dolphins!!!!! Very wise words for him too!!!