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Yolande said:
I dont know how after my horrible binge all weekend but i have lost 3.5lbs!!!!!!!! HOW?? Im not complaining ha ha but i just dont understand how i lost weight cos when i say i went off plan i REALLY went off plan so that was such an awesome suprise and today was nice and easy ketosis is defo back WOOP WOOP =D Im getting closer to the 13's i can smell it LOL

What a relief for u well done :)
 
Yolande said:
I also measured myself today and i have lost alot of cm all around

-26cm off my tummy
-6cm off my arms
-11cm of my thighs
-22cm off my bust (they are shrinking fast im down 3 cup sizes already)

That is just CRAZY ha ha ha its nice to see just how well i have done GO ME =D

Wow that's some crazy inch loss girl! How much have u list in total? How long u been on CD? :)
 
Divine intervention for previous good behaviour! You needed some good news...I reckon you'll get into the 13s before I get into the 12s. I am a bit shorter than you. I definitely feel as if the end is in sight .. Well, only just!

Ha ha ha the end is defo in sight for us I see the light its still a bit far away but main thing is i see it =D... i think for sure you will get in the 12's first you only 3.5lbs away from it im 7lbs away from the 13's so maybe 2 weeks time and il be there =D This is crazy still cant quite believe it!!
 
Wow that's some crazy inch loss girl! How much have u list in total? How long u been on CD? :)

Thanks hun =D I have been on CD since the 11th of january and i have lost 5stone 7.5lbs (i have messed around the last couple of weeks so it cud of been more but still very happy with my big loss in such a short space of time) Still wana lose 3stone 6.5lbs so still a way for me to go but il get there!! How long have you been on CD??
 
Yolande said:
Thanks hun =D I have been on CD since the 11th of january and i have lost 5stone 7.5lbs (i have messed around the last couple of weeks so it cud of been more but still very happy with my big loss in such a short space of time) Still wana lose 3stone 6.5lbs so still a way for me to go but il get there!! How long have you been on CD??

Wow that's amazing!!!!!! Well done you!!!!!!

Been on CD four weeks lost 26lb so far, long way to go though.
 
Wow that's amazing!!!!!! Well done you!!!!!!

Been on CD four weeks lost 26lb so far, long way to go though.


WELL DONE YOU!!! Thats a great loss already =) Time goes soooo fast you will be at goal before you know it =)
 
Yolande said:
WELL DONE YOU!!! Thats a great loss already =) Time goes soooo fast you will be at goal before you know it =)

Thanks Really hope so, it's a long road but at least I'm travelling the right way down it :)
 
So the funeral was very emotional her poor daughters i felt their pain =( but it was a beautifull service and she is at peace now.
I knew i was going to have a drink to taost to her life at the wake so i ended up having a banana to take myself out of ketosis didnt wana risk getting seriously ill the wake went on for a while we were all just talking about our memories with her the drinks were flowing it was just the send off she wud of wanted! I however am not feeling to peachy today seriously forgot what a hangover felt like and i sure as hell dont miss them. I do now however have to get myself back into ketosis AGAIN but i can do it... i have absolutely no social events planned now and not going to make any i really want to do my 12 weeks again of ss and i think when i have done the 12 weeks i will almost be at the weight where i can start stepping up thats crazy!!!

Hope you all are having a good weekend x
 
Yolande said:
Thanks Aysha =D

Sooo i some how managed to lose 1.5lbs after having a day off i was honestly prepared and expecting a slight gain so i am very thrilled with that BUT no more off days off for me now the first thought my head had was you didnt gain its ok to have something naughty i shut that thought up straight away ha ha ha im back to being strict and i know it will show in next weeks wi!!! I wore all my new size 16 clothes today and i felt amazing everyone at my cdc shop said i look like a different person i was walking with my head held high i have achieved so much already to think i weighed 20 stone in january wearing size 20- 22 clothes i have come sooo far and i can see the light at the end of the tunnel its now only 3stone10lb away and no longer 9 stone away =D Aaaahhh i love feeling so positive and motivated!!!

Wow xxx I can't say much more x I'm in total awe !! Well done u x
 
Ah just read about yr friend xxx really sorry xxxx hope ur ok xx
 
Thanks hun yeah im ok its been a rough few days but time to look to the future x
 
Hugs yolande I hope u are ok and feel better soon! U will get back into ketosis no probs cos u are a star at this! Xxx
 
Hugs yolande I hope u are ok and feel better soon! U will get back into ketosis no probs cos u are a star at this! Xxx


Thanks Aysha you always say such nice things :D Been back on it since today again and NO more breaks got a holiday to get slim for ha ha I am however totally dreading my wi on wednesday i am certain of a gain it would be impossible for me not to have gained i think cos my boss gave me the whole weekend off so i stayed up at a mates place so was not really on plan at all i didnt go mad but ate some naughty carbs that wud have made my glycogen levels restore over 3 whole days.. dreading telling my cdc but im sure she will understand under the circunstances, im not even beating myself up i have just not been having an easy time but i can do this and i will have a great loss next week =D
 
Yolande - you may be surprised - your glycogen stores are depleted very quickly. If not, as you say, it will be a big
loss next week. I've got two off-plan long weekends and a week off from the end of June to the end of July and i am seeing this period as my big test - at least you've come through yours and are back on track.
 
Thanks daisy thats actually a very good way to look at it and im very sure you will be just fine on your planned breaks =D I am how ever very glad that there are no more social occasions coming up that i have to go to i have had a few nights out eaten some things i was missing (which wasnt even that great ha ha) i need to do another 12 weeks of 100% and i feel like i can do it now and i will be soooo close to goal at the end of it i might even be able to start stepping up that alone is such an exciting thought!!! I have not weighed myself at all this week so no idea what to expect tomoz im dreading telling my cdc more than anything she tells everyone im her star pupil hee hee =D But deep down i have a feeling it will be a gain how much of a gain i dont know but oh well next week will make up for it i shud be back in ketosis in the next day or 2 then it will be sooo much easier!!

I bumped into a friend today that i have not seen in ages she said i was looking great she asked how much more i wana lose so i told her 3.5stone once again got that look like are you mad??? she said thats far to much she said maybe another stone then il look fab i told her at 11 stone i will be at a healthy bmi... everyone gives me that look, they must obviously see something very different to what i see in the mirror ha ha ha or i was maybe just that massive that i look so small now...
 
Gd luck tomorrow yolande I am sure it won't be as bad as u think, and under the circumstances I am sure your cdc won't be mad at you, its so strange how we are scared of letting them down when its only us we let down when we blip really lol, u are and have done amazing and u are so close to the finishing line, your family will be mega shocked when they see u!!!! Xxxx
 
Ha ha ha i know i dont know why i feel bad letting her down when like you say i let myself down i have just been a bit silly the last few weeks could of possibly been in the 13's by now had i not mucked around but i am only human had my blip phase time to be serious again cos you are right the finishing line is soooo close =D Im hoping tomoz wont be that bad but got a bad feeling ha ha but regardless its ok it wont make me feel the need to cheat any time soon again. Thanks for your positive words as always Aysha and good luck for your wi tomoz x
 
Ooh I didn't mean it nasty when I said letting yourself down, hope u didn't get offended, u are allowed time off u have done blooming Brill xxx
 
Other people r bizarre aren't they, I think sometimes they just get used to us looking a certain way so when we lose weight it's like 'u can stop now'
 
Ooh I didn't mean it nasty when I said letting yourself down, hope u didn't get offended, u are allowed time off u have done blooming Brill xxx


Ha ha ha of coarse you didnt offend me exact opposite of it actually you always encourage me =) It was exactly spot on what ja said... you are doing blooming brill yourself x
 
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