Martha's Diary - seeing it through to the end....
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marthacol1988
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You are most welcome x
marthacol1988
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Lol no more sneaky weigh ins and yes still 3 products. I've bn really hungry this week but hoping its due to a number of things all in my head I hope lol
Week 12 started today so that's a big deal for me lol and I can't wait for weigh in I'm just really praying for a good one. I really need it been thinking about food non stop this week.
I remember feeling like this on week 7 so maybe it's just rough every few weeks.
I also find that now Uni and college is done my days are dragging in lol because I've nothing to occupy myself.
Gonna spend this week catching up with some friends and cousins that haven't seen much if me from January basically because I've been so busy with studying!
I think the cleaning will start at some stage. I really want everything all gutted out and nice and fresh before I go on holiday because I know when u get home from holiday there's no better feeling than coming home to nice clean home.
I am determined to do it in the next 2 weeks because I want to spend the 2 weeks before my holiday shopping for bits and bobs lol basically chill so all the hard works done haha hopefully stop me thinking about food too!
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Mememe
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You must be so proud of yourself. 12 weeks!!!! That's amazing!!
the hunger thing could be change of routine? Mentally your scared of change? (That's me) but your going to keep on going and going there is no stopping you at all!
seeing family and friends not seen since January will be a huge boost too as I bet you look completely different in past 5 months. Do you have pics from jan and now to post?
you will do it, you will have a fab weigh in and an amazing holiday with your family and we will still be here waiting for you when you get back! X
the hunger thing could be change of routine? Mentally your scared of change? (That's me) but your going to keep on going and going there is no stopping you at all!
seeing family and friends not seen since January will be a huge boost too as I bet you look completely different in past 5 months. Do you have pics from jan and now to post?
you will do it, you will have a fab weigh in and an amazing holiday with your family and we will still be here waiting for you when you get back! X
marthacol1988
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Could be that. I'm defo afraid of next week and eating a meal then also scared not being able to go bk to just products lol I'm sure il b fine but my head drives me mental lol
Yes I do have a pic from jan on my birthday so il look for that an post it in 2 mins
My cousins are the ones that don't approve of my diet choice so not fussed what they think lol
But my friend hasn't seen me since my bday so she will be surprised which will be nice.
Xx
Mememe
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Stuff the cousins then ha ha I did weight watchers and every other diet and always put the weight back in. This is the only diet that makes sense. Especially when there is a lot of weight to lose and you can't keep 'trying' everything. If something works for you then great but can't be negative with others.
they will be shocked and jealous ;-)
can't wait to see your pics! X
they will be shocked and jealous ;-)
can't wait to see your pics! X
marthacol1988
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So here's the pics and I'm not sure there really is that much of a diff lol I don't have any other pics from that time.
But I also found pics from the very very beginning when I started, excuse the state of me I've a shirt and jammie bottoms on lol but really surprises me when I see these because I don't remember seeing a person this size looking bk at me. Can't believe I'm actually posting these lol.
When I started in June last year I was 23.1 and when I started in march this year I was 21.1 so hadn't gained it all bk but not far off. More of a diff from last year that from jan of course x
Mememe
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Martha that's amazing!!
hiw can you not see a difference? Since January you've slimmed your body and your face is a different shape.
and your start pic. Wow!!! You look like a completely different person!
i feel very very proud of you - and I don't know you. Imagine what others will think! Xxx
hiw can you not see a difference? Since January you've slimmed your body and your face is a different shape.
and your start pic. Wow!!! You look like a completely different person!
i feel very very proud of you - and I don't know you. Imagine what others will think! Xxx
marthacol1988
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Lol that's my problem tho I can't see a diff when others can. I nvr understand that lol don't get me wrong yea my face is defo smaller but I see less of a diff in my body. Not sure why!
Thanks Stacey
I'm proud of you too! Can't wait to be at goal and look back at how far I've come and i do already know I've come far I'm not putting myself down don't worry lol lol il prob have more pics on Saturday as I'm heading to a comedy show and next week too to see the hairspray musical. Good to get a few nights out with my hubby at least.Xx
marthacol1988
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Going to see Tom Stade the comedien this Saturday and next Saturday I will be going to see hairspray the musical I can't wait and it's def good to have something to look forward to!
We had planned to have dinner both those nights out but now I'm too frightened to go anywhere or having to get bk into ketosis so I think we will leave the meals out and just go to the events.
I was looking forward to the meals out since march but I think I need to stay focused at least until my holiday lol
Frustrating having to make decisions haha
Xxx
marthacol1988
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I also just realised that my bmi has dropped from 51 to 38
marthacol1988
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Lol don't get me wrong I really wanna! But I feel so guilty lol will stick to plan this sat but I'm still fighting with myself about the following week because il be on step 2 Anyway so will need to eat something. Too much choice in town that's the problem lol x
marthacol1988
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Mememe
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I just had an idea. Have you actually seen what someone looks like before and after pics with similar weight loss that your looking at?
my CDC lost 11 1/2 stone and I have her before and after pics. I can't post them on here without get permission but in sure she wouldn't mind me emailing them to you? Let me know x
my CDC lost 11 1/2 stone and I have her before and after pics. I can't post them on here without get permission but in sure she wouldn't mind me emailing them to you? Let me know x
marthacol1988
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Yes I would love that Stacey. I have 12 to lose do would be nice to see. Do u know what height she is roughly?
I'll pm my email to you x
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