Martha's Diary - seeing it through to the end....

[Mememe]

Woo hoo! 4 months on freedom!

all that panicking with the loss and you dropped anyway lol well done x

I get excited by new make up and creams too so your not so odd!

we won't be discussing my 'challenges' on here until I have something positive to report lol but I still want to join in the natter as it shows me there is hope and I can be slim (soon)!!!!

Mad how much affect this site has, never even knew you until a week ago but because you've had a good day I'm sat here beaming and my husband is looking at me funny! Ha ha

 

[marthacol1988]

Woo hoo! 4 months on freedom!

all that panicking with the loss and you dropped anyway lol well done x

I get excited by new make up and creams too so your not so odd!

we won't be discussing my 'challenges' on here until I have something positive to report lol but I still want to join in the natter as it shows me there is hope and I can be slim (soon)!!!!

Mad how much affect this site has, never even knew you until a week ago but because you've had a good day I'm sat here beaming and my husband is looking at me funny! Ha ha

Lol I kno! I hope it moves more tho! 9lb until 6 stone.

Lol the Liz Earle counter is new to Northern Ireland so I was very excited

Challenges need to be discussed because we are all here for each other through the good and bad days

Lol that's really sweet of you thank you for that haha I'm sure he thinks ur on something lol

Xxx

 

[Mememe]

Wow 6 stone! Look how far you've come. Your gonna smash that by the time America comes and then you can relax and have a fab time!

hun these aren't challenges these are glutinous (sorry if spelt wrong)lol episodes. I'm getting desperate though so will happen! Just better be soon!

He just thinks I'm gloating as he will be going to work tomorrow from 3 and boys are at mums so u have an entire afternoon and evening to myself! Mum asked if I wanted to stay at hers too so won't be lonely - ha ha! No bloody chance!!

you really are an inspiration, although not there yet the fact that I am still on this site means I haven't given up! Lol xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Wow 6 stone! Look how far you've come. Your gonna smash that by the time America comes and then you can relax and have a fab time!

hun these aren't challenges these are glutinous (sorry if spelt wrong)lol episodes. I'm getting desperate though so will happen! Just better be soon!

He just thinks I'm gloating as he will be going to work tomorrow from 3 and boys are at mums so u have an entire afternoon and evening to myself! Mum asked if I wanted to stay at hers too so won't be lonely - ha ha! No bloody chance!!

you really are an inspiration, although not there yet the fact that I am still on this site means I haven't given up! Lol xxx

Really like to be closer to 7 stone by then but shush lol I won't get my hopes up too much!

Challenges indeed! But u know I may be good now but I didn't really stick to the diet from August until march this year and something clicked and I've bn dead set since. It's a great feeling being in control. It was awful when I felt like giving up and when I cheated and ate way more than I ever would have before starting its horrible but ur click day will come and I really hope you stick around. I like having you here!

Lol no!! Freedom all the way! I love little days to myself! That's usually Sundays for me. I have bn studying these past few months but this Sunday I look forward to doing nothing

Xxx

 

[Mememe]

I won't say a word! Promise x

in a way that's good to hear, I just can't understand why I can't stick to this even or a day? Makes me feel really stupid. Before trying this I could eat nothing for two days no issue (then eat everything) lol now I can't go more than a few hours!

I love to see how your getting on! X

 

[marthacol1988]

I won't say a word! Promise x

in a way that's good to hear, I just can't understand why I can't stick to this even or a day? Makes me feel really stupid. Before trying this I could eat nothing for two days no issue (then eat everything) lol now I can't go more than a few hours!

I love to see how your getting on! X

It's true tho because ur head tells u ur going to starve for months because the intention to start the nxt morning is always there. You will get there for sure

Thanks Hun I really appreciate ur support

Xx

 

[Mememe]

Omg! Just spent te last 2 hours trying to find something to wear because its a nice sunny day and I have no clothes that fit!!
Ive ended up in jeans and t shirt with a thin long cardigan - I feel like an old fat frump! I'm only 35!

I am so angry with myself right now. If I would of started this diet 2 weeks ago I would've lose a stone already! What a waste!!!!!

i am by myself this evening so I am going to throw away all my clothes. Just keep 2 outfits to rotate over the next few weeks until I fit myself into my smaller clothes.

i want to scream at myself!!!!!!

sorry for the rant but husband will just tell me it's my own fault (whih it is) but I will likely thump him one!

Hope you have a great day x

 

[flossnoscar]

hey martha! amazing that you've lost nearly 6stone! inspirational xx

 

[marthacol1988]

hey martha! amazing that you've lost nearly 6stone! inspirational xx

Thanks candice nearly half way there! Xc

 

[marthacol1988]

Omg! Just spent te last 2 hours trying to find something to wear because its a nice sunny day and I have no clothes that fit!!
Ive ended up in jeans and t shirt with a thin long cardigan - I feel like an old fat frump! I'm only 35!

I am so angry with myself right now. If I would of started this diet 2 weeks ago I would've lose a stone already! What a waste!!!!!

i am by myself this evening so I am going to throw away all my clothes. Just keep 2 outfits to rotate over the next few weeks until I fit myself into my smaller clothes.

i want to scream at myself!!!!!!

sorry for the rant but husband will just tell me it's my own fault (whih it is) but I will likely thump him one!

Hope you have a great day x

Stacey I understand completely and don't put yourself down because you can do this and you will!!

What about starting on step 3? Did u get a plan book from your consultant?

My mum started step 3 last week and she had a few days that she wasn't 100% and she lost 6lb this week. It would b a great way for you to gain control but still have food and you could drop down slowly. If u don't have the book I can post pics of the pages for you to look at.

Rather than pressuring urself and feeling like ur failing then give yourself the best opportunity.

Step 3 is only 2 products but with ur afternoon snacking u could have a bar, a shake or soup and then 3 meals a day

Xxx

 

[Mememe]

Martha your an absolute star! That's a great idea, I didn't realise you could still lose a good amount of weight that way.

well it's my last attempt starting tomorrow so if I can't do it then I will take your advice and start further up and work down as and when I can.

hope you've had a good day and it been sunny there. Absolutely beautiful here so hot! By myself now though so having my last supper lol and a few bottles of wine to say goodbye to the old me!

I've set everything ready for tomorrow and have a busy day as its my nephews 9th birthday disco so take my boys along too.

xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Martha your an absolute star! That's a great idea, I didn't realise you could still lose a good amount of weight that way.

well it's my last attempt starting tomorrow so if I can't do it then I will take your advice and start further up and work down as and when I can.

hope you've had a good day and it been sunny there. Absolutely beautiful here so hot! By myself now though so having my last supper lol and a few bottles of wine to say goodbye to the old me!

I've set everything ready for tomorrow and have a busy day as its my nephews 9th birthday disco so take my boys along too.

xxx

I am happy to help you anyway I can Hun. Just want to see you succeed and feel good about urself.

Have one last go and if not start step 3 on Monday. I think it's a great idea to get you started.

Hope u enjoy ur evening and the wine! Oh what I would give for wine lol all in good time

Oh busy tomorrow indeed! Awh I hope that's great too

Xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Oh and yes it's been sunny had a day out at the garden centre and the park. Still chilly tho better than the rain tho that's for sure xx

 

[Mememe]

You having a good day? You must be on a high from your last sneak at the scales x

weather nice there? You going to have the day to yourself tomorrow with no study! X

 

[marthacol1988]

You having a good day? You must be on a high from your last sneak at the scales x

weather nice there? You going to have the day to yourself tomorrow with no study! X

Yea the day has been good lol yea very happy with the sneaky peak hoping for more off by weds

Nice weather but chilly and yes a rest day for me tomorrow lol may do some cleaning tho. The house it annoying me lol x

 

[Mememe]

Morning/afternoon. Today is my day woo hoo!

mind you I woke up early when my husband went to work, did my diary on here and then fell back to sleep until 12!
So that should make today a lot easier seeing as I've missed half of it ha ha

Hope your having a good day ad enjoying the sun - you can't be cleaning in this sunshine! X

 

[marthacol1988]

Morning/afternoon. Today is my day woo hoo!

mind you I woke up early when my husband went to work, did my diary on here and then fell back to sleep until 12!
So that should make today a lot easier seeing as I've missed half of it ha ha

Hope your having a good day ad enjoying the sun - you can't be cleaning in this sunshine! X

Hi Hun

I did the same lol up this morning before everyone left. Then fell back to sleep until 12

Had my 1st product and just watching tv for a little bit.

I may do some cleaning in an hour or 2 lol

I nvr realised you had a diary? I'm going to have a nosey!

Today is your day!!

Xx

 

[Mememe]

Great minds!!!!
Im sat watching tv too, one shake down and first litre of sparking water on the go.

Only started the diary today. Thought make more commitment. It will be drivel lol but t least I can write it all down xxx

 

[marthacol1988]

Great minds!!!!
Im sat watching tv too, one shake down and first litre of sparking water on the go.

Only started the diary today. Thought make more commitment. It will be drivel lol but t least I can write it all down xxx

It really helps trust me! You can do this stace! I'm excited for you xxx

 

[Mememe]

Me too!!! Xxx