Well I tempted fate earlier by saying my head was in the right place, I was at home all day (fatal!) and I just craved food! Cooking OH's lunch was the worst, silly me decided to cook a joint of gammon in the slow cooker and it smelt amazing! i have to confess I nibbled the tiniest piece, but I did manage to stop myself. Really proud actually, normally that would have been the end, but I proved I can overcome that - I KNOW 3 packs a day is all I need for now, and lets face it if I mess it up now I'll probably never lose weight! and I NEED to! Not just for me, but I want to be around for my son, I want to give him a little brother or sister, and I want to grow old and grey with my OH!! That is my motivation, and this diary is my constant reminder :0) I WILL succeed, I WILL reach my goals!!!!!!