Hey …
When I slip I slip 200%
Why the hell they chose to make walnut chocolate brownie today …
25 syn or more.
Oh well … but was worth is , right ? Right ?
had syn free yogurt for my dinner and if I want something to eat later I will have melon. I can do it .
Im wondering how my bean lasagne turned out. Will know when I get home.
Yesterday I was speaking to my friend from estonia. We worked together for 8 years. And she have seen me on diet 100 and 10 times. I have sent some photos them but yesterday she saw me on web-cam. And was amaized how well I look. She was asking how I manage to lose so much weight now and not before. Only reason in UK. Food is not expencive here. Its silly but thats one big reason. Im able to buy low fat meat here but never in back home. Im able to buy fresh fruit here but back home I could have only apples. Thank god that we chose to come here.
You may ask why did we chose to come here. We could go to finland. Its close and the salary is better there( minimum for for chefs is 11€ an hour ).
But not me or my hubby wanted to go there. To be honest my hubby wanted to go either Australia ( too far and way too hot). Canada ( too far and too cold). Norway ( too cold. God too cold
)
I wanted to come to UK. I needed to explain why is UK best for us, but the truth is England was "meant to be" for me. I did not know it at the time, only that this is only place I would be after home. Had strong feeling about UK. That its time to come and see. Keep in mind not me or my hubby had been here before.
I choose Birmingham. Because one of my online friend lived here. And Im so happy that I did.
We got here without place to stay. Without job
Or friends to stay with or ask help from.
My Birmingham friend told us areas where we should look place to stay. We had an hotel for 5 days and a rental car for 7 days. And so we started.
In 2 days I found us a room we still live there and love it. And then we started to search for job. I did not want any job. I wanted good job. And got lucky. But my hubby had bad news. He cant work here. We did not expect that. Hes been searching for job but being electrician for over 20 years and not be able to do this job here was shock. He is power enginer and he can work as power enginer but not as electrician. Not many places for power enginers here.
Anyway
even tho we have little trouble and money is tight I still so happy to be here. I love that UK is so warm. I love flowers. I love that people are nice and polite. I love that no one is looking at me like I have no right to live because of my weight. I love that I found slimming world. I love rain. I love this forum and I love all you.
One day we will go back home and I know I will miss UK. I wish to come back in next life and live in UK. I know there is problems with immigrants in here and Im sorry. But this is only way for me to lose weight, get in shape and have a baby. Thats really all I want.
And I really want one more brownie … lol, not today Moo, not today
Weight in tomorrow and I must behive.
that would have to be one of my favourites. And i think god nor man could not stop me lol i don't know how many times i have said to myself, i deserve a slice of coffee cake!! Your only human, i have stayed away from coffee cake. Today i cooked dinner at home, 1st time in a very long time. They requested homemade cream of mushroom soup! I had the spoon so close to my mouth i could almost taste it (i was smelling it lol). Roast beef, carrots, and mash (with butter and milk). I had to throw parsnip in with carrots as i detest them, that way i didn't look at the carrots. And a ton of onions went into the gravy! (i hate onions in gravy) Thats how i got through the whole process. Tomorrow i will be cooking something i don't eat at all, that way it wont bother me (i cant be doing this all the time, its torture)
