Have you got any bouillon you can have when you need an extra something? Drink water to help push away tempting feelings. You sound like you are fighting with yourself, Mind vs Body. Your body will always want to be fat, Your mind will always want you to be slim and happy, healthy, confident, and all the things that will make the bad feelings and fighting go away. Dont give in to anything and let the body win, Dig deeper to the part of you that is bursting with dermination and strength for the happiness that comes with being the slim you
Re-read that post i made. Remember that if you give in every time you feel the need to then you will be battling and dieting all your life. We need to fight hard now and push through everything to win and never have to do all this again. How amazing is it going to feel to look in the mirror again and see that girl wearing the teal jeans? The girls you feel is the real you but is trapped in a body you dont want. Only you can do it, and we're all here fighting with ourselves just the same. You're not alone, we're all beside you fighting the lbs off and soon we are all going to scream success with each of us reaching goal. None of us want to be the fat one left behind when everybody else has hit target and become slim, I want you right there with me posting in the maintainers section, bursting with happiness and butterflies in your tummy just looking at your reflection. You can do this Muffy, you have done it before, you WANT this.
Re-read my post, look at your slim pictures, force your mind back to when you were 11st and remember how bloody great it felt, how great YOU felt. We're already on our way all of us together. Im not leaving anyone behind, you have got to smash all thoughts of weakness aside when they arise to test you, and fight onwards. Get this over with once and for all, you deserve to stop fighting. Stick with it and in 6 months time you will be the sexy blonde on the beach feeling every inch of the girls you are inside. Let this be the last battle against your body and make sure you win! We're all with you xx