Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

Morning everyone. I done it I managed last night even though I was moody and fed up. Weighed myself for the last time this month.... Bang on 16stone 6lb xx

No weighing will be so tough! But hubby and I both agree that if the loss isn't good in one week I may be discouraged and not let myself do the whole month to let it average out but if I wait to weigh hoping to make it just 1 stone off over all each month and I manage that or even more ill be delighted. That didn't make much sense lol iv done a whole month straight on lipotrim before I can do this!!

Actually very excited xx
 
I think I'm having an obsessed with diet day today. Can't stop thinking about how much i could lose and working things out. Popping in here every few minutes and trying not to keep writing because I don't have anything to say xx
 
i like those days, when your focused. ive just been reading your diary from the start and have got upto you starting your no weighing in april challenge. you mentioned then that your hubby had asked you to tell him your losses weekly not hourly lol. do you still do that? every morning if ive had a loss i tell him... lol. think he gets fed up haha. i can be " i lost a quarter of a lb this morning" and hes " welldone thats great " where as in reality hes prob thinking shut up lol.... he could pee more weight lol. my scales this morning show a 3lb gain!! :( but hopefully be gone soon... not had a pack yet, just had a green coffee and going to do my ironing then tidy the downstairs. hubbys at work today so the plan is tidy, iron, put some chilli in the slow cooker and promised youngest wed finish building some lego... xxx
 
Morning babe. Not really telling him at all I seem to be only mentioning it if iv lost a decent amount but that's not happening much its all 0.6lb and around that each couple days so that's why iv decided not to weigh at all. I didn't last very long on the challenge before but this time I really have no choice but to get some proper losses and I don't think ill do it if I'm always feeling disheartened and down so its time to suck it up! Xx

I love to read my 1st lipotrim diary I was in the zone from day one and the weight fell off of me xx
 
Hubby has gone to essex for banger racing and now I'm sat around waiting for the auto glass man to come and fix my wind screen. I hate waiting about. I am hoping my mum will offer to have boys for dinner today. Iv had a bar and 2 litre of mint tea so far but my tummy is rumbling and I'm getting fidgety because I want something to eat. Wish I could just sleep for the rest of today and be closer to tomorrow sooner. Wishing my life away at this rate isn't good but if lbs go with the days I'm happy ;) x
 
Mums off to harvester for dinner so can't feed my boys. Auto glass brought the wrong windscreen so that's not going to be done until 6th February now. Sending my son To the shop to buy some essentials as I do not feel strong enough to resist the sights and smells of the co op.

Wish I had waited a few hours to have my bar because I'm doing my panicking thing about not having any packs tonight. Driving myself insane today. What's wrong with me??! Xx
 
Keep glugging back water and read every motivational post you can find to boost yourself back to the right mind set. The taste of anything isnt worth breaking this, especially as you know how rubbish you'd feel straight after, focus on the important things and remember its just food. Food that you can have again soon but not now :) Im sure as the days go on you'll just 'click' and feel so much better, ride out these testing times :) xx

Its hard to remember to live while on the diet, rather than waiting to live once we hit target. There has to be a happy medium otherwise it will become a pretty boring journey! Tell your body what to do, dont let it rule you instead. It doesnt want the same things as you and it will ruin every chance if you let it! Make yoursel;f aware of when you feel actual physical hunger and psychological craving hunger for stuff you cant have. You'll be sailing once you've got through bad times and know you can :) xx
 
Hi Muffy
If you can dream it you can achieve it so keep on dreaming of you looking gorgeous on your wonderful holiday.
Mere x
 
Do something to distract you Muffy :)
Life is not all about eating. There are other things too. Find one of them to do now, to keep you out of the fridge/cupboards :)
 
I think I'm having an obsessed with diet day today. Can't stop thinking about how much i could lose and working things out. Popping in here every few minutes and trying not to keep writing because I don't have anything to say xx

Yay go for it diet obsessed muffy :)
 
Awwww sorry it's a hard day darling x how about spending some time concentrating on pampering/image to make you feel better, are you well enough to moisturise? Steam facial? Maybe work out a list of treats for each week you succeed :) you know hair cut, facial, manicure, body wrap etc. instead of the wine and rubbish from pre diet xxxx
 
Awwww sorry it's a hard day darling x how about spending some time concentrating on pampering/image to make you feel better, are you well enough to moisturise? Steam facial? Maybe work out a list of treats for each week you succeed :) you know hair cut, facial, manicure, body wrap etc. instead of the wine and rubbish from pre diet xxxx

A very good idea :D, and something I'm going to do later tonight myself :D
How are ya Muffy ?
 
im ok thanks. i did plan on facemask and nails getting done tonight but i put bright red hair dye on my head about an hour ago and am still sat here with no energy to wash it off. im sulking so trying to stay away from minis as i dont like to keep going over the same thing. its pathetic and i know it but i cant shake the glum im feeling. iv written down some dates and by each date i could be a stone lighter so im focussing on that for now and im staying out of the kitchen but i have to go in to cook dinner for the boys very soon. ill get my hair washed and then do dinner. will be fine once im showered and can sit watching dancing on ice with a cup of mint tea xx

if i cheer up enough ill pop back later xx
 
I have put in my phone, what weight I want to be on a specific date as well Muffy :)
I think ED has done something similar.
:)
 
im ok thanks. i did plan on facemask and nails getting done tonight but i put bright red hair dye on my head about an hour ago and am still sat here with no energy to wash it off. im sulking so trying to stay away from minis as i dont like to keep going over the same thing. its pathetic and i know it but i cant shake the glum im feeling. iv written down some dates and by each date i could be a stone lighter so im focussing on that for now and im staying out of the kitchen but i have to go in to cook dinner for the boys very soon. ill get my hair washed and then do dinner. will be fine once im showered and can sit watching dancing on ice with a cup of mint tea xx

if i cheer up enough ill pop back later xx

Oooo I love red hair :) do we get to see later?
 
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