Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

[DustQueen]

Thanks honey sorry I'm a fly by poster last few days I'll get over to your diary soon as I get 5 to myself. I just had a pork loin steak 101 calories and 1g carbs I don't know why I ate it but what i really wanted to eat was a buttered roll filled with peas so I guess the pork steak was a better carb option? Lol I do annoy myself, yesterday while in morrisons I tried to convince myself that having the rest of this week off plan and enjoy myself because I'll be starting 8 week home run on Monday but hubby heard me talking to myself about wine and humous and gave me the look lol it's strange how most times I can get past a silly idea and some timed I just can't! I think when ever I read a packet and the food inside says 1g carb or less I just decide I 'can' have some . oh well x

Im standing in the kitchen watching my 5 year old crying because he doesnt want his peas and i sooo want to eat them. I feel like screaming when the kids waste food and i cant have any... Thats so bad!

My ankle is all huge and swollen again so I'm off to sit down x

Oh sweetie little terrors
Pea sandwich?!?!? Really?!?!!
Lol I'll let you off my diary is quite dull
Pork loin is fine just a WS day
I do exactly the same thing convincing myself I'm having time off hence the week off a couple of weeks ago glad your oh is supportive
Well done missy x

 

[nomoremuffintop]

NEW PLAN!

Having a think today and i know im always coming up with solutions and ideas but this is seriously starting to sink in and i really think i can do this so here it is (if i write it out it seems to be official )

*as you all know im having this weekend off. then starting 'MISSION HOME RUN'. Monday is going to be day 1 of the 8 week home run total solution with no extras.
the 8 weeks will run from monday 9th may - monday 4th july and im hoping to hit my 10 stone target by then, ill only be weighing in officially once every 4 weeks so wont join any challenges. i know everyone is going to laugh but im so determined to not weigh in. if im ts 100% there is no way that i wont be losing weight and even on the last months weight loss when i was totally poo and ate every single weekend i still lost 12lb in the past 4 weeks so i should lose around a stone or even more by being 100%
im going to give my dad my scales and ill weigh in at his house infront of him on the 6th of june and then on the last day 4th july. im hoping to be below 10 stone by then
i will probably be back again on the 4th august and do one more month of ts until 1st september ready for my big 30th birthday weekend in london and hoping to be able to get down to the lower part of the 9 stone range??

So ill weigh in on monday using that weight as my starting weight (it wont be 12 stone 3 as i would have gained from this weekend) and start an 8 week count down ticker im so excited and determined. knowing that i will be at around 10 stone when im done is what is going to make me stick with ts. i need need need to do this. im going to start a thread in the TS section and will NOT mention food at all. its just got to be done and im the only one that can do it for me xx

 

[Sage-femme]

Sounds like an excellent plan muffy!!!! Good luck xxx

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[notsoskinnymarge]

Good Luck Muffy with your plan..
I will have a wee look for your TS diary

I cant wait till you come back after your weekend off, to hear how you get on with your in-laws seeing you since your excellent weight loss

 

[DustQueen]

Sounds like a great idea I'm sure you'll do great
Wow! 10 stone what I would give ... (hang on! have given away my kettle chips and wine collection, my most sacred of possessions)
So are you not weighing for the May challenge anymore then? Very strong!

 

[Little-Miss-Perfect]

Great plan Muffy.

I'm ehem.... "borrowing" your idea for my 60 days I've got after my weekend away
Not going to weigh and whatever I get too before my hols will be great
Xxx

 

[JoanneM]

Good luck with it Muffy. And have a fab weekend.

 

[nomoremuffintop]

Sounds like an excellent plan muffy!!!! Good luck xxx

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I hope it turns out to be chaz ... Can't wait to see how your weigh in goes today xx

Good Luck Muffy with your plan..
I will have a wee look for your TS diary

I cant wait till you come back after your weekend off, to hear how you get on with your in-laws seeing you since your excellent weight loss

Ooh im really nervous about seeing the inlaws Marge .... Make sure you cone in to my TS thread lots when I do start it as I will need my buddies xxx

Sounds like a great idea I'm sure you'll do great
Wow! 10 stone what I would give ... (hang on! have given away my kettle chips and wine collection, my most sacred of possessions)
So are you not weighing for the May challenge anymore then? Very strong!

You will be 10 stone!! Your not that far behind me x I just decided I can't do ws or even aam very well so I have to take food totally away for the last leg of this mental journey to make it end as soon as humanly possible x are you not tempted to do similar ?? Xxx love kettle chips

Great plan Muffy.

I'm ehem.... "borrowing" your idea for my 60 days I've got after my weekend away
Not going to weigh and whatever I get too before my hols will be great
Xxx

Ha your welcome to the 'mission home run' it's a great feeling to have an end date set and know that there is going to be an end. I need to use this last few days to get my head in to the right frame of mind but I think it's really time to get this done!
Hope your having fab time away with work xxx

Good luck with it Muffy. And have a fab weekend.

Thanks Joanne hope you have a brilliant weekend too xxx

 

[nomoremuffintop]

Last night wasn't great. I had an opportunity to stuff my face in secret so I took it hubby went to watch football with my dad and the kids went to bed and I felt really strong urges to just munch. Thought an asda bar was an ok option but that turned into a pint of coke and a buttered roll, 2 bags of crisps, a pan au chocolat and a Hob nob snack bar

I'm fine though, I was lucky and didn't gain ( actually lost 2oz ) and I feel so sick today I can't even look at carbs. Iv had a litre of water and struggled to eat a whole asda bar for breakfast I'm having a tidy up and then off to do a bit of clothes shopping to hopefully get an out fit for Saturday xx
Totally going for 100% today with no aam at all and I'm happy about that. Might just have Saturday off plan totally and then really be careful on Sunday to have low carb low fat and restrict my calories too. Iv also decided not to buy any wine I don't miss it at all

Please any body who reads this take note that I'm officially not very good at this diet at the moment. My diary should be called "muffy's how not to do exante diary" but Monday is going to be another story

 

[DustQueen]

Last night wasn't great. I had an opportunity to stuff my face in secret so I took it hubby went to watch football with my dad and the kids went to bed and I felt really strong urges to just munch. Thought an asda bar was an ok option but that turned into a pint of coke and a buttered roll, 2 bags of crisps, a pan au chocolat and a Hob nob snack bar

I'm fine though, I was lucky and didn't gain ( actually lost 2oz ) and I feel so sick today I can't even look at carbs. Iv had a litre of water and struggled to eat a whole asda bar for breakfast I'm having a tidy up and then off to do a bit of clothes shopping to hopefully get an out fit for Saturday xx
Totally going for 100% today with no aam at all and I'm happy about that. Might just have Saturday off plan totally and then really be careful on Sunday to have low carb low fat and restrict my calories too. Iv also decided not to buy any wine I don't miss it at all

Please any body who reads this take note that I'm officially not very good at this diet at the moment. My diary should be called "muffy's how not to do exante diary" but Monday is going to be another story

Lol Aww don't be so hard on yourself I did 2 shakes a bar and 70kcal of turkey grilled with broccoli yesterday and my scales went up
I could try 100% TS until Aug but don't think I could I think that very small bit of chicken every so often that stops me giving in
Lol you are good at this diet muppet check your losses out! Do you think you could have got that on WW or SW?!!!!!! So stop that silliness missy!
X good luck for today x

 

[Sage-femme]

Heya muffy I'm the same At the mo! Today had a crusty roll with loads of butter and cheese and some hula hoops for BREAKFAST! and for lunch I had a plate of chicken wings and potatoes (loads!!) and were going to nandos soon :O not impressive lol. So at least your doing better than me! Lol xx

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[nomoremuffintop]

Heya muffy I'm the same At the mo! Today had a crusty roll with loads of butter and cheese and some hula hoops for BREAKFAST! and for lunch I had a plate of chicken wings and potatoes (loads!!) and were going to nandos soon :O not impressive lol. So at least your doing better than me! Lol xx

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Ouch! Enjoy nando's I lurve peri peri
Today is good and bad, I had 4 olives and 25g of feta today for lunch even though I said I wasn't going to have a meal ... I decided that I should have something small to keep me on track after going to buy some clothes I nearly had a heart attack in next when I pulled on a tight fitting pair of trousers in a size 16 and they are soo comfy I went to sainsbury's and got on a pair of trousers in a 14 haha I put them back though because even though they done up fine I felt a little snug. I bought a size 10 maxi dress in new look which fits lovely due to being flowing and having elasticated bust and I got a size 18 top with bottoms in dotty p's and a pair of 16 jeggin's in primark but my favourite was a size medium top and trousers in a little boutique ( might take a pic and post it later). It's mad that I dont have 1 size that i know fits but I'm happy to be able to shop in a range of shops at last

Iv just seen the weather??? Saturday is saying 21 degrees but rain ooh poop! So much for the garden party. Might have to go out for a meal instead. X

 

[DustQueen]

LOL must be something in the air I ate some ham :S
Damn hunger fairies!

 

[nomoremuffintop]

Oh i also went to the 2nd hand stall in the market today!! Got these... Orange dress from primark in a size 10! The pink and blue top is from next and its a size 12. The other top i cant remember the make but i think its DP and its a size 14 and a the blue top with cherries on is a size medium! The jeggin's are a size 16 but I also bought a pair of black 3/4 length trousers in a size 14 from DP as well that fit lovely
mad sized clothes, happy I have some new bits though x
Got to cook dinner for the family now so best get off x

 

[nomoremuffintop]

LOL must be something in the air I ate some ham :S
Damn hunger fairies!

Ham is hardly a sin though Carly mwah xx

 

[DustQueen]

Oh i also went to the 2nd hand stall in the market today!! Got these... Orange dress from primark in a size 10! The pink and blue top is from next and its a size 12. The other top i cant remember the make but i think its DP and its a size 14 and a the blue top with cherries on is a size medium! The jeggin's are a size 16 but I also bought a pair of black 3/4 length trousers in a size 14 from DP as well that fit lovely
mad sized clothes, happy I have some new bits though x
Got to cook dinner for the family now so best get off x

What mad sizing!! How are we ever supposed to know what size we are?!!?
Looking lovely hun, your hair looks great too
Especially loving the stripes and the cherries both make you look lovely and slim

 

[nomoremuffintop]

Thank you - my dear Carly im loving those 2 tops too. the hair is being trimmed tomorrow and im getting the brows waxed. ahh feels good to maintain my self for a change!

I ate again at dinner time
I had a beef 1/4 pounder (no bun or cheese or salad just meat)
and i managed the water today so i think its a good day.

tomorrow is going to be a bit mad, cleaning and organising the house ready for the inlaws on saturday. my 3 older boys are staying at my mums tomorrow night so once the baby is in bed tomorrow night my weekend will probably begin with a nice hot bubble bath and a bit of tv in bed. Saturday ill be manic. im a nervous host and wont settle until everyone is here. i wont be popping in until sunday or monday so dont do anything exciting or ill miss it

hubby just went to the shop and when he got back he told me he was going to buy me a bottle of wine but couldnt remember which one i liked as its been 4 and a half months since he bought me any lol thank god he forgot because i didnt want any this weekend. thats a good feeling. if we go out for a meal on saturday ill more than likely have a glass with my meal though.

soo tired now. off to bed. night night everyone xxx

 

[notsoskinnymarge]

LOL must be something in the air I ate some ham :S
Damn hunger fairies!

And me too ..... blinking olives


Shopping in Primark Muffy ?
I cant wait until I am thin enought to be able to do that

 

[DustQueen]

Well done Missy on not just taking the week off because you have Sat off very impressed
Awww you are going to look lovely on Sat hope the outlaws are nice to you

 

[JoanneM]

You're definitely not alone on the munching Muffy. I now have 3lbs to lose instead of the 1.5 from last week lol.