Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

carly82 said:
Yep that is the exact same book that cost me £6.15!
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Bummed!

I did think about buying loads and sending them to my mini mates, I obviously didn't because I have too many mini mates on here lol I'm too generous sometimes! x
 
Also treated myself to a new funky note book for jotting random stuff in today like goals and ideas or just feelings. I say 'jotting' because in a note book I can scribble things that make nil sense even just a word like "crosspatchy" which is another muffyism for stress!! I would jott on here but think I write enough tosh already and don't wanna confuse you peeps any more than normal :)

I just had a coffee and a bar while walking down the street to visit my daddy :D multitasking muffy.

Looking into getting me a new iPad on the weekend as a treat? Hubby is always on my laptop in the evening and this iPhone battery dies so quick I don't get to spend as long as I'd like reading others diaries.

Hoping to get today's gain off by Thursday to give me a few days to lose something this week. Hoping it's all just storage that can be emptied as quick as it was stored but I won't get my hopes up too much.

Off to read through my Atkins recipe cards to try to find something hubby might eat with me when I'm off exante. He is a chip kind of guy, Wonder if anything chip like is in there? ( doubt it )

Xxx

Love to you all have a perfect night ;)
XxxX
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Also treated myself to a new funky note book for jotting random stuff in today like goals and ideas or just feelings. I say 'jotting' because in a note book I can scribble things that make nil sense even just a word like "crosspatchy" which is another muffyism for stress!! I would jott on here but think I write enough tosh already and don't wanna confuse you peeps any more than normal :)

I just had a coffee and a bar while walking down the street to visit my daddy :D multitasking muffy.

Looking into getting me a new iPad on the weekend as a treat? Hubby is always on my laptop in the evening and this iPhone battery dies so quick I don't get to spend as long as I'd like reading others diaries.

Hoping to get today's gain off by Thursday to give me a few days to lose something this week. Hoping it's all just storage that can be emptied as quick as it was stored but I won't get my hopes up too much.

Off to read through my Atkins recipe cards to try to find something hubby might eat with me when I'm off exante. He is a chip kind of guy, Wonder if anything chip like is in there? ( doubt it )

Xxx

Love to you all have a perfect night ;)
XxxX
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Sound's like a plan :) You also need some kind of index cards and sticky notes for the beck book, just in case you try and start and get disappointed :)

Night sweetie pie x dream thin!
 
Good bargains Muffy :)
Ya gotta love forward planning too ;)
I too am gonna invest in the Beck book. :)
 
morning all :)
weight today is just over 12 stone (12 st 2oz)
would have been happier if i was 11 stone 13.9 but hey ho!
at least iv lost some of the 2.4lb i gained monday night. just hope i can get back to what i was (11 stone 13.4) by tomorrow so that i have a better chance of a loss by monday. once im back to last mondays weight i wont weigh again until next monday :D i actually loved the feeling of the suprise at how much id lost and done a naked boogie in the kitchen lol


decided to stay home today. got my dad again tonight for dinner so im going to have a clean up and then relax. im making fresh beef burgers for dinner which i always find really hard to resist and most of the times i have cooked them iv caved in and eaten one :( going to be strong today though :) i know its not worth it and ill feel like rubbish if i mess up again. ill just have to keep telling myself "i dont need it" "i want to be thin" .....

iv written my meals out for today. im going to stick to the times too. if i want something and its not time then ill just have to wait.
half a strawberry @ 10am
half a banana @12pm
half a bar @ 1pm
half a strawberry @ 3pm
half a banana @5pm
half a bar @ 8pm

its not spaced out evenly but im thinking these are the times i would normally think about snacking.

heres to another good day :)
 
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Loving your daily plan Muffy- good luck with that. I've yet to try splitting the shakes as don't think I could! Keep strong with those burgers too....you can do this and you are so close now. Would love to weigh what you do and look as fab as you do xxxx
 
Haven't managed any of my plan today :( started my half strawberry shake at 10 and the school called to tell us that my 10 year old has been in lunch time detention 3 times in 3 weeks :( he hadn't mentioned it and I feel so upset. He is such a nice polite boy and I'm not just saying that because he is mine. Hubby is furious and my son is grounded big time ( not that he knows it till we pick him up from school ) I'm more hurt that he kept it from me rather than about the disruptive behaviour at school. He has been having problems recently with another boy so I'm guessing the other boys bad behaviour has dirtying to do with it. Of course Kye will have to take responsibility for his choices, I'm so ashamed that the head had to call and tell me. I didn't have a clue? :(
Left home and went to the park with baby for an hour. Don't feel any better since getting home all iv done is cry. I wonder what else my nice polite 10 year old gets up to that I don't know about. He is facing an hours after school detention if the behaviour doesn't improve sharpish. I spend so much time thinking about this stupid diet that I don't spend enough time talking to Kye? Hubby and I had a massive row about it too :(
 
Just realised the date too! My aunt will be here for a 2 week visit on Monday ( staying with my mum ) we have had a day out planned since she left in febuary. Suppose to be out on Tuesday to our favourite eat as much as we like restaurant! My aunt is lovely and wants to treat me for doing 5 months on exante! It was booked ages ago purposely for next week as its week 20 on Wednesday....
I thought id feel up to a planned day off and eat 'good choices' by then but obviously I can't :(

Everything is going wrong. Iv only had 1.5 litre of water and I have a major headache! :'(
 
managed to squeeze my bar in :) now i have another half a strawberry and a banana shake to go tonight. i know i didnt keep to the plan but im still kind ofon track as i would be left with 1 and a half 'snacks' still at this point :D

hubby has gone to get the kids from school. ill be back later when i get into bed. hoping thats at about 7.30 tonight as im done in. i hate being so over emotional! not being able to feed my face when i get like this make me realise just how bad i am at coping with every day things .... im very proud of myself so far though i have not even thought of food today, but cooking the burgers for dinner hasnt started yet!

"i do not need those burgers" "i will be under 12 stone again in the morning" "i do not want to eat cheese burgers" "cheese burgers will just make me sad that i ate them" they are not on my list ;)
 
You can do it Muffy.....you don;t need those burgers as you know. The day is just trying to test you. Sorry it's been a naff one for you chick. See what your son has to say about it and I hope you get it sorted and make up with hubbie too. Take care xx
 
ladygaga said:
You can do it Muffy.....you don;t need those burgers as you know. The day is just trying to test you. Sorry it's been a naff one for you chick. See what your son has to say about it and I hope you get it sorted and make up with hubbie too. Take care xx
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Thanks lady ;)

I didn't even sniff a burger :D

I had half a tomato soup for dinner (instead of banana shake) and just had the other half of the soup. Still half a strawberry shake to have later x

So glad iv made it through today without a glitch .... Just struggling a bit to drink more water. Iv had over 2 litres so I won't stress too much. Hoping to be snuggled in bed with in the hour to watch the soap awards and read a magazine :)

Hope everyone has had a good day and sleeps well xxx
 
yay...well done indeed Muffy. Off to bed smiling and with a big pat on your back then xx
 
We are just about speaking Carly. Minimal yes and no's when needed. We both said some horrible things. It's not like me but I just exploded..... All will be back to normal tomorrow. He isn't happy about all my early nights ;) he tries to 'join' me but I'm not interested, feeling a but low at the moment but I'm sure things will be fine again soon xxx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
We are just about speaking Carly. Minimal yes and no's when needed. We both said some horrible things. It's not like me but I just exploded..... All will be back to normal tomorrow. He isn't happy about all my early nights ;) he tries to 'join' me but I'm not interested, feeling a but low at the moment but I'm sure things will be fine again soon xxx
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Oh hun it is hard when you feel low isn't it to let people in especially in the physical sense :( hope it feels better tomorrow
Such a shame you are so low when you have achieved so much x you look great x much love x
 
Well done for resisting Muffy especially after the day you've had!!!
What did your wee boy have to say for himself? xx
 
Clair-G said:
Well done for resisting Muffy especially after the day you've had!!!
What did your wee boy have to say for himself? xx
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Yeah?
Also don't feel bad about him not telling you, I love my mum to pieces and we have always been close but I wouldn't have told her if I had lunchtime detention, wouldn't have wanted to disappoint her
 
It turned out that the 2 detentions before today he was admit-tingly disruptive and calling out but the boy he was sat next to today wouldn't give kye his (own) ruler so Kye asked a few times and the boy (who apparently lost his grandad during the night) hit Kye around the face twice so Kye bit him! Not happy about it and kye is grounded for 2 weeks no laptop no xbox no phone no playing out and he isnt even allowed to go to church with my dad on sunday, but I'm cross at head mistress for not allowing Kye to tell his story. He was told "quiet, I don't want to hear from you" and made to sit facing a wall on the floor out side her office. We are going to see her tomorrow!

X

Thanks girls xx
 
Just called three and made an order for an iPad ;) for my 5th month on exante treat ( any excuse ) just need to call back and give my payment ( they don't take my debit card so have to reactivate old credit card that we cancelled now have to wait for new card to arrive ) argh!

Can't wait :) so excited ;) also ordered hubby a samsung galaxy tab for his fathers day present.

I'm like a little kid waiting for Xmas :D
 
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