Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

RESULT!!!!!! Well done, brilliant loss from start and brilliant loss for the last week! Bet you are "chuffed to monkeys" as my Dad says (not sure what it means though aside from really really happy!!!)

:happy096::bliss::happy096:
 
Fantastic Muff :) xx
 
YAYYYYYYYY!!!!! WOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOOOO
*MAJOR PARTY IN HONOUR OF MUFFY!*
Well done babe :D I'll be joining you in the 11s soon :D Give me a couple of weeks!! Overweight here we come!!!!
 
Sorry not been around alot today.
Went to town and bought bubba a new big boy bed :) seen as he keeps climbing out of the cot I thought he might as well be able to get in and out without breaking his neck! My dad was here for dinner as mums away. I cooked egg bacon chips and beans. Iv just made tomorrows dinner ( stewed steak )..... Then stuffed my face :(
Crisps , bread, pork pie, bits of meat, chocolate, BBQ flavoured savoury biscuits and loads more I can't even remember :(

Iv just seen pics on fb that in-laws took when they cane up and I look hideous. I thought I looked good but I was kidding myself :( so sad I want to cry :'(

It's okay when I stand in the mirror and take pictures of myself but in 'real life' when I'm in the back ground not posing I am still huge! Double chin that I was convinced was gone is still there and my arms are still flabby!

I don't want lots of sympathy. I'm stupid. I'll be back to 12 something in the morning and struggle to get back to it. I'm so sorry to Carly. Iv let you down and Iv ruined all my hard work but you are doing fab so please just keep going and being brilliant. I'll be back with ya as soon as I can ;)

Scales will be away as of now! I'm not interested in what I gain tomorrow. I'll go from today's weight and just see what I am next week.

New box of shakes will be here tomorrow. I'll be on nothing but water all day tomorrow while I'm out. I'll get my nails done have my tan and maybe buy some new outfits. When I get home I will have a yummy chocolate shake ( I'll be looking forward to that all day ;) ) then I'll have a banana shake with cinnamon and then a yummy bar for snacking in front of the tv when kids go to bed.

I am not going to wind myself up about tonight's stupidity I'm just taking tomorrow as day 9 because that's what it is :D

I'm off for a bath then bed. sleep well every body xxx
 
Muffy Muffy Muffy WTF you doing to yourself!!! Why you doing it to yourself? Ok lecture over :)
The main thing is your getting straight back on board tomorrow. We've all been there Hun, cmon I wrote the book on it ;) hope you have a good sleep and feel refreshed in the morning

Hugs xx
 
Muffy NO! :whoopass::rant2: Silly Muffy, what happened to home run? :doh: Junk is bad! Haven't you learnt? :mad:Now go get your ass back into gear again!:whip:

I'm done teasing. :p
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Sorry not been around alot today.
Went to town and bought bubba a new big boy bed :) seen as he keeps climbing out of the cot I thought he might as well be able to get in and out without breaking his neck! My dad was here for dinner as mums away. I cooked egg bacon chips and beans. Iv just made tomorrows dinner ( stewed steak )..... Then stuffed my face :(
Crisps , bread, pork pie, bits of meat, chocolate, BBQ flavoured savoury biscuits and loads more I can't even remember :(

Iv just seen pics on fb that in-laws took when they cane up and I look hideous. I thought I looked good but I was kidding myself :( so sad I want to cry :'(

It's okay when I stand in the mirror and take pictures of myself but in 'real life' when I'm in the back ground not posing I am still huge! Double chin that I was convinced was gone is still there and my arms are still flabby!

I don't want lots of sympathy. I'm stupid. I'll be back to 12 something in the morning and struggle to get back to it. I'm so sorry to Carly. Iv let you down and Iv ruined all my hard work but you are doing fab so please just keep going and being brilliant. I'll be back with ya as soon as I can ;)

Scales will be away as of now! I'm not interested in what I gain tomorrow. I'll go from today's weight and just see what I am next week.

New box of shakes will be here tomorrow. I'll be on nothing but water all day tomorrow while I'm out. I'll get my nails done have my tan and maybe buy some new outfits. When I get home I will have a yummy chocolate shake ( I'll be looking forward to that all day ;) ) then I'll have a banana shake with cinnamon and then a yummy bar for snacking in front of the tv when kids go to bed.

I am not going to wind myself up about tonight's stupidity I'm just taking tomorrow as day 9 because that's what it is :D

I'm off for a bath then bed. sleep well every body xxx
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Oh hun I know you said you didn't want sympathy but you are getting it!!!
I know exactly what you mean, it happened to me and I cried and cried and cried. Thought I looked OK then saw a couple of hideous photos the in-laws had taken of me and just fell apart, I was in tears for nearly 24 hrs!
I know exactly how you feel hun, but believe me they probably were just bad pictures taken at unflattering angles, you and I are of similar BMIs and I think that we are looking much better, I mean we are wearing 12-14s!!!! No way is that fat!! It's just we have enough excess that an uncomfortable smile can turn into double chins (where there aren't any) and unflattering angles can make you look much bigger, it happens to everyone, there is a picture of my skinny OH at his brother's wedding and he looks huge I mean morbidly obese huge! I showed everyone and they laughed their arses off, just not so funny when it happens to us hun x

Try and have a good day tomorrow and try and make yourself feel better xxx

Sending you lots of love and hugs xxx and text me if you need me

and yes I can't do this without you bud, so you have no choice ;)
 
Well done on your loss Muffy :D

I know you said you didn't like the pics your inlaws took, but it has got to be the angle or the person who took the pic or something ;)...
Your new avvie pic is bloody lovely ... FACT !!

Straight back to it in the morning Muffy eh ?

Marge ;)
 
Morning. On the bus. Going to pamper myself today. Good time to sort my head out. Shakes hadn't arrived when I left the house but hope they are there soon as hubby is taking baby out and don't want him to miss the delivery.

Feel better today :)
Jag slept all night in his new big boy bed. So I wasn't woken by him playing toys at 3.30.

Iv had a think - yesterday's fail was probably dye to being upset that my baby is growing up. I had a still born baby girl 7 years ago and also had 4 miscarriages and 4 caesarean's so after 4 boys I was sterilised and I feel empty. I'm not ungrateful for the children I have but just feel that my choices as a women have been taken away and it's out if my hands.

The thought of never having a 'baby' again Makes me sad. I feel so bad for anyone that can not have children :(
Anyway, I ate for comfort but as we all know it does everything but give comfort so I wasted my time. Even got out of bed to eat Jaffa cakes last night!

Decided to face the gain. I am now 12 stone 1.8 lb. What did I gain? Forgot yesterdays weight....

Keep thinking about choc shakes and I'm really looking forward to today's menu ;)
Not hungry at all either so could be a good day?

Off to nail bar now so fingers will be a bit busy for the next hour xxx

Have a good day x
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Morning. On the bus. Going to pamper myself today. Good time to sort my head out. Shakes hadn't arrived when I left the house but hope they are there soon as hubby is taking baby out and don't want him to miss the delivery.

Feel better today :)
Jag slept all night in his new big boy bed. So I wasn't woken by him playing toys at 3.30.

Iv had a think - yesterday's fail was probably dye to being upset that my baby is growing up. I had a still born baby girl 7 years ago and also had 4 miscarriages and 4 caesarean's so after 4 boys I was sterilised and I feel empty. I'm not ungrateful for the children I have but just feel that my choices as a women have been taken away and it's out if my hands.

The thought of never having a 'baby' again Makes me sad. I feel so bad for anyone that can not have children :(
Anyway, I ate for comfort but as we all know it does everything but give comfort so I wasted my time. Even got out of bed to eat Jaffa cakes last night!

Decided to face the gain. I am now 12 stone 1.8 lb. What did I gain? Forgot yesterdays weight....

Keep thinking about choc shakes and I'm really looking forward to today's menu ;)
Not hungry at all either so could be a good day?

Off to nail bar now so fingers will be a bit busy for the next hour xxx

Have a good day x
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Aww hun it is so understandable to try and self medicate with food, I know I would always reach for the wine when I felt the same :(
Sorry, hope you feel a bit better soon x
 
Thanks babe xx

Feel fine just had 9 mins on sun bed ooh hot!

Nails did!

Jumped upon the 'beck' band wagon .... Found it in 'the works' sale for 1.99 while looking for low carb diet books for after exante (give me something to read and think about) got 'atkins for life' box kit thing for 99p too ;) I'm trying to be sensible and prepare myself which Is something iv never done before and Thats probably a major factor in always regaining my weight.

Hubby text to say shakes arrived so I couldn't wait to get home for a chocolate shake. Nearly there now so I'll have to love you and leave you before I miss my stop lol xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Thanks babe xx

Feel fine just had 9 mins on sun bed ooh hot!

Nails did!

Jumped upon the 'beck' band wagon .... Found it in 'the works' sale for 1.99 while looking for low carb diet books for after exante (give me something to read and think about) got 'atkins for life' box kit thing for 99p too ;) I'm trying to be sensible and prepare myself which Is something iv never done before and Thats probably a major factor in always regaining my weight.

Hubby text to say shakes arrived so I couldn't wait to get home for a chocolate shake. Nearly there now so I'll have to love you and leave you before I miss my stop lol xx
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mmmmmm sunbed mmmmmm

ooooo bargains :) yep I am going to actively try and maintain this time, never actually reached goal before so never did, got within 7 pounds fell off the wagon and just never started again :S NOT THIS TIME!!!!

YAY for choc :D Ordered my next box too woooooo!
 
I Had a fight with the 4 boxes of shakes. So hard to open once bagged abd taped together! Found the chocolate shake. Made a shake with loads of cold water, drank a glass. Added boiled water had a glass of it hot. Added coffee gave it another blitz and now drinking the 3rd glass as a mocha lol gotta love variety ;)
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I Had a fight with the 4 boxes of shakes. So hard to open once bagged abd taped together! Found the chocolate shake. Made a shake with loads of cold water, drank a glass. Added boiled water had a glass of it hot. Added coffee gave it another blitz and now drinking the 3rd glass as a mocha lol gotta love variety ;)
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Lmao good work ;)
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I Had a fight with the 4 boxes of shakes. So hard to open once bagged abd taped together! Found the chocolate shake. Made a shake with loads of cold water, drank a glass. Added boiled water had a glass of it hot. Added coffee gave it another blitz and now drinking the 3rd glass as a mocha lol gotta love variety ;)
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I should try this to space mine out more. I can't even split a bar cause I just scoff it all :s

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