Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

notsoskinnymarge said:
What about your original idea of thick black tights again, if its much shorter ?

Love the tatt by the way :D

I'm not sure if I'm going to the party now :(

Thanks xx

Little-Miss-Perfect said:
Love the tatt Muffster, it's really pretty :) xx

I thought so :) xx

charlie's~mummy said:
Tattoo is fab babes I'm thinking of what to get next! X

Sent from my iPhone love n hugs Kel xx

Took me ages to decide on this I love it x
 
Was really bad yesterday. Feel very very low and couldn't face anyone :( I had a bar with a glass of water at 4 then a strawberry shake at 6 but that was it. I was in bed at 9. Feel a tiny bit better today but I'm not even out of bed yet :( I feel really sick.

Might just not bother with the weekend away, things are not looking great at the moment for 'us' :'( just want to hide away but it's so hard when I have kids to worry about. I Have to put on my mummy face every day.... Will pop back later maybe xxx
 
Hugs babes xx

Sent from my iPhone love n hugs Kel xx
 
Take care muffy x
 
Hey Hun just dropped by to see how you are hope your ok (((hugs))) xx

Sent from my iPhone love n hugs Kel xx
 
Thanks for all the hugs and kindness xx

I'm doing ok. Had a sf bar so far today. But yesterday I had a bl bar and then a tea plate of sausage casserole mash and carrots so not TS yesterday. Still feeling really crap though so I'm not about much. I'll try harder tomorrow xxx
 
Still awake. Been in bed since 8.30 :(

Been getting up to pee every time I get warm I have to get up and get cold again! Hopefully my bladder is empty now and I can stay in bed long enough to get to sleep....

Gotta try to have more than 1 bar tomorrow. I couldn't face anything else today :(

Want my scales back, don't think iv lost any weight at all. The lowest iv been was 11 st 3.8lb but iv had 3 days where iv eaten something since then! Could have been in the 10's by now ......
 
Muffy, have you not had anything other than one bar today ?

I'm not sure whats going on with ya chick, to make you not have anything else...
But you know you really need to...
You have too much going on there to make your self ill

Marge
xxx
 
Hey marge thanks foe the concern. I'll try harder today. Have to get up and sort the kids then clean, shower and I'm off to town. Hopefully the fresh air will help to get my appetite working but just a little bit mind, I'm enjoying not being hungry even though it's because I'm not feeling great. It's better than thinking about food constantly.

So after getting to sleep about 4.30 and then waking up every 30mins iv managed a rubbish 2 hours sleep. Head is quietly pulsating and I feel a migraine coming on, best try to prevent it before its too late :( migraleave and lots of water is the 1st plan for today and having 3 packs is the 2nd.

Catch you all later xx
 
Just had a bar and a small bottle of coke zero. Still sat at my mums. Need to go to town in a minute but I am freezing. Looking forward to bed just hope I can sleep tonight :(
 
Kids are having quiet time before bed (7.40) I have only had 1 bar so far today and my belly is bubbling like I need the loo :O but I don't?

Really have to force some packs down before bed. Today was starting to feel a bit more normal but now it is getting me down again :( ahhh ... Just need to keep my head down and push through it.

I'll try to catch up on diaries later tonight x
 
Aw sorry things are not good and your feeling rubbish hope things look up soon look after yourself chick xx

Sent from my iPhone love n hugs Kel xx
 
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