nomoremuffintop said:Fluffed up again, ate loads of total rubbish, felt uber sick, threw it all up, ate a bag of chedders. Decided to go to bed and totm arrivedarrgh!!! Me and DQ are back tomorrow no excuses fresh start
I was just stupid and ate too much at one time wouldn't want to give anyone the wrong idea! thank you x
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why do people just not care? feelings are so fragile and mine seem to take a beating alot :'( i feel so down, just waved the kids off as they toddled down a few doors to my mums for sunday dinner. the first thing i thought was to go to the kitchen and find something to eat myself. but i wont. im doing this today! im doing it for DQ xx 
nomoremuffintop said:not going into details but wow.... i feel like crap
1.5 litre of water and a choc shake so far. dont waste another day Muff!
we NEED to do this!!!!
precious said:
13 stone and still eating!! 2 stone gain.... What a waste? I'm so disgusted. Me and hubby row constantly because I'm miserable and he's not getting my 'attention'! He don't know how it feels to be ashamed of himself and how being looked at or touched makes me feel Ill. I'm not looking forward to Xmas or new yr. I just want it to be January so I can clear my head like I did last January and get back to the diet 100% for a few months, get to goal and try to feel better about myself. I'm sure once the bloat and belly starts to go I'll feel better and get my confidence back a bit. My back has rolls again and my bum is huge nobody to blame but myself. Thanks so much for the drop in. Have a lovely Xmas and brilliant new year xxxx
I am really showing the weight again. My face has rounded my belly is huge and my legs are doing that slapping thing when I get naked .... Urgh! Grossness!! How did I put on 2 stone in 2 months?? Eating total utter rubbish. I know I can do ts and I lost 6 stone in 5 months this year now iv gained 2 im -4 and down to a 16 from a skin tight 24 last new years eve so 2011 hasnt been a total waste. I could have been 5+ by now if I hadn't done ts for 5 months! but I could have been at goal easy by now if I'd stuck to it for 8 months! Well, Xmas day at the inlaws means a long drive to London on Xmas morning with 6 of us adding to the 10 others that will be there It should be fun and a bit of a squeeze lol I'm home Xmas night and will ts for the week until new yr eve then straight back on ts as of 2nd January and WILL NOT stop until goal. Hubby's birthday is the same week as valentines but I'm hoping I can push past them days. I didn't eat on my 30th birthday or 1st wedding anniversary which were in the same week too this year so I can do it again! I'm aiming for a good 5 stone in 4 months. Me and hubby are both joining the gym after new yr. I can get a bus there if hubby isn't able to take me and I can put jag in the crèche if I don't have a sitter while other 3 are at school. No excuses for not doing it. Nothing on until 2nd may when its my sons birthday, so I want to be under 9 stone and may 1st is my end goal date. I'm really excited just want 2011 to be over. have a fab Xmas and new yr everyone. Muffy will be back 2/1/12 xxx
nomoremuffintop said:Bought a size 16 dress for new year which looks hideous
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DustQueen said:Hey gorgeous 2012 is the year we get to goal
Enjoy Christmas! 16!! What brave soul is cooking for that many? :O
Enjoy Christmas and new year and we'll hit it hard in Jan!!!
I'm starting on the first and there will not be one single morsel of food passing my lips in January
3-4 days off in Feb then that's it til goal!!! Assuming I'll have 2 1/2 - 3 stone to lose hopefully I'll be done by April
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nomoremuffintop said:Definitely coming back with a bang on Monday babe. Hubby got me a new (another!) phone for xmas and I love it! My new phone has mini's app ready installed and I'm so over eating but no point stopping now and then eating and drinking new nears eve (if I go London), not spoken to hubby since yesterday. Bad times! Not sure if I want to go to London new yr? Could do us good? Might just be a waste of money? :-( any hoo, I weigh over 13 stone again but if I do go out new year ill still be wearing my black jump suit because it just about fits and I'm hoping that wearing a size 14 might make me feel a bit better (very stretchy material) :-o
Off to sleep now, to dream of 2012 and being at goal way before summer
I'm def taking a break til new year but then that's it! precious said:
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