Muffy's battle with her self! 16 weeks 100% ....

Hey thanks for dropping by! I'm really emotional and I got my totm on top too today, yesterday was the worst day iv ever had I can't talk about it here but if you knew you would probably understand why I couldn't do the diet today. I'm tired of making excuses and finding reasons to comfort eat! But I would eat dust for a year to make yesterday have never happened :-( anyway I got my packs out ready for tomorrow and I'm chilling a jug of mint tea in the fridge so in ready for coming back in the am no excuses! I bought new scales today because my old ones didn't work on carpet since I lost a foot off them so I never really knew if I'd lost or not so the motivation I used to get each day as I lost a teeny oz just went out the window. I was 13.3 today and I'm not weighing again until Monday then ill try to stay off them, I'm in bed now. Catch you all tomorrow x
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Hey thanks for dropping by! I'm really emotional and I got my totm on top too today, yesterday was the worst day iv ever had I can't talk about it here but if you knew you would probably understand why I couldn't do the diet today. I'm tired of making excuses and finding reasons to comfort eat! But I would eat dust for a year to make yesterday have never happened :-( anyway I got my packs out ready for tomorrow and I'm chilling a jug of mint tea in the fridge so in ready for coming back in the am no excuses! I bought new scales today because my old ones didn't work on carpet since I lost a foot off them so I never really knew if I'd lost or not so the motivation I used to get each day as I lost a teeny oz just went out the window. I was 13.3 today and I'm not weighing again until Monday then ill try to stay off them, I'm in bed now. Catch you all tomorrow x
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I can vouch for that it sounded hideous hun x try again tomorrow babe come join me x
 
hey hun , sorry to hear you are having a bad time , I hope loosing tons of weight makes you feel better as i am sure you will crack it this time !! I gained 22lb in 6 weeks off , got to 12,13.5 so very nearly in the 13's so I am very glad to be back on track , I feel massive , although I am still 6 stone lighter than I was when i started .....unbelievable !!!
Good luck and hope you feel better soon xx
 
Hey sweetie sorry your having a rubbish time chin up xxxxx
 
Hope your feeling better soon babes xx
 
Evening all my muffet's

I'm wrapped in my dressing gown over my clothes under a blanket and feel total yak! Sore throat to the point I am scared to talk. Iv had a little wobble today and really wanted toast but iv been 100% TS so ill be off to bed soon. Still a bit emotional and my mind is going wild with what ifs and maybe's but fingers crossed each day ill feel a bit better about stuff. Hope to have the energy to spend some more time on mini's soon xx
 
Just had a clean out of my purse and found a boots weight slip from the machine and it says that I weigh the same now as I did back in march last year :-( how depressing. What a waste of time! On my third raspberry leaf tea still feel like poo but need to go food shopping today, hope everyone else is doing well x

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Really bored waiting for hubby to take me food shopping and I'm so faffin hungry :-S I have had loads of water and raspberry leaf tea but I just want some carbs!! I know it's all in my head. I know I can do this. Just wish I was back in the zone I found last January when I started total food replacement for what was supposed to be the LAST time :-( now I'm fat again. Nothing fits me and I am just messing my skin up by yo yo'ing! I need to have a pack before going shopping to make me feel like I have had something but ill still be hungry. I know that ill just want to die while walking around the super market seeing all the salad and ill end up buying stuff I shouldn't or just getting major depressed that I feel deprived! I know it's not forever. Just 17 weeks, that isn't long! X
 
Hope hubby gets back soon for you. You've done it before and you can lose it all again. At least you will be getting some exercise walking round the supermarket. I just sit on my bum all day at a desk then sit in the chair all evening! Really need to get some get up and go. Hope your day gets better.
 
C'mon muffster, you know how hard it's gonna be shopping but you know how much harder it's gonna be if you do eat crap. You'll feel poop about yourself and it's just going round in the same old vicious circle babes. If you don't feel ready to commit 100% yet pick a date and stick to it, I find that helps me but I'm not the best person to give advice about not eating eh. You know what I'm like lol xx
 
Thanks girls. I'm sitting freezing in the kids playground waiting for them to come out of school. Went to Morrison's and I didn't buy anything for myself. Haven't even had a pack yet but cooking chicken salad wraps for dinner which I know I'm going to find hard :$ anyway, I'm going to have a bar and a coke zero tonight as a treat for being so good :-D
 
Little-Miss-Perfect said:
How's it going Muff? xx
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Not great I had all my packs and a slice of cucumber and I am now thinkin of an extra bar :-S so fed up of not just being able to accept that I can't eat! My brain just will not stop thinking about food it's driving me nuts. :mad:
 
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