Thanks for the tips Susie. Maybe I'll make something with the flax meal tonight. I"m not a fan of it, but will eat some if it helps clean out my system! I'm going to book an appointment with my doctor about my skin. I have been getting odd cysts for a while now.. but particularly bad right now.. (most likely diet related I guess as this is a new factor).. so maybe my body really is reacting very differently to Atkins this time around.
So, today was lovely. Had a grilled day out with my sister. Had lunch, she ordered French Fries and felt really guilty that she was eating them in front of me.. I told her I'm fine and don't crave them. I want people to carry on as normal around me lol… anyway I told her french fries always smell better than they taste
… a mantra that helped me later on today too
After lunch we went to see "The Book Thief'.. we both loved the book and waited for the cinema to be quiet to enjoy the film. It was great.. Even better was the fact that I didn't have popcorn!… seriously, it's such a wonderful indulgence (especially in the US where they have melted butter to put on it.. ah bliss!!)… My norm is a large salt popcorn with butter, a bag of Maltesers (Jumbo size!! ) or Jumbo size regular M&Ms and a 'DIET" haha Cherry Coke!.. today.. as I'd eaten lunch.. I went in with NOTHING.. and just enjoyed the film… My mantra came into play.. I walked in the door of the cinema, smelt that wonderful popcorn smell and said "nah, it smells much nicer than it tastes", and actually here in Australia that's true. The popcorn sucks here (sorry Aussies
) but it's always slightly stale and not hot, fresh and crunchy..
Saved myself a few times today. We had afternoon tea after the movie. I was SO wanting a flat white. I thought I wouldn't have tea as I always need a splash of milk and sugar.. I hate sweetener in tea with milk. I was even at the counter telling my sister, 'I'll have a flat white, bugger it, I've had no carbs today, surely the milk won't affect me and may boost my metabolism'…She just smiled and said "well, if you think so'… She ordered her English Breakfast tea… and the guy asked what I wanted and I blurted out "Early Grey please, with lemon on the side'.. haha… My sister laughed her socks off and I said it just came to me. I love Earl Grey without milk but with lemon and I could put my sweetener in it.. It was LOVELY!
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So the final score for today's 'out for lunch/cinema/afternoon tea'… Louise 3 vs Carbs 0
….. 'I GOT THE POWER"
Breakfast: Missed it as I was rushing about heading out to brunch
Lunch: Chicken caesar salad with parmesan shavings, anchovies, sliced boiled egg, bacon and caesar dressing (hold the croutons!)
Afternoon tea: Earl Grey tea with sliced lemon and Equal
Dinner: Crustless quiche and kimchi
Snack: Simply Less Dark Chocolate/Mint bar (2g carbs) one atkins indulgence caramel chew (2g carbs)
Good day. Just not feeling great within myself. Fat, frumpy, OLD… bleh.. still.. onwards and upwards. I survived a day out without falling for the temptations. *Pat on back for me
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Oh. I have a new goal.
March 14th: I've been invited to the Year 12 Graduation Ball: I've a list of Year 12 boys who want to dance with me.. BLESS THEM!.. so I want to look FAB in my dress
… Trying to think what a reasonable goal would be in 3 weeks.. 10 pounds? 14 pounds?
I think as I"m about 212 right now I want to get UNDER 200. I think 12/13 pounds is doable in 3 weeks… as long as I've lost this week.. I don't feel I have.. I had a sneaky weigh in yesterday and I was the same as last week
.. will see what Sunday brings.