omg today i have realised i actually have 4 weeks left of CD b4 my holiday eeek, wanna loose another stone at least and b a comfy size 16 on the beach, im comfy 18 atm so think its still possible!!!
just need to do 4 weeks as near to ss as possible to shift some lard, wii fit plus turns up tues, so will collect weds as will be taken to depot as wont b in!! so weds i can plan into my day exercise even if just 30mins toning, this will all help with not looking like a beached whale on the beach!!
im not guna threat if i have the odd bowl of soup but im not guna allow myself to eat every night as i have realised this week its disasterous for me!! i need to think i cant have food and thats that, cd gives me all i need for the day!!!
had a good look at some old pics last night recent-4 years ago and i am nearly the same weight as i was then but i feel different/heavier, so i want to be feeling better b4 the holiday, also few weeks ago i put a very light brown on my hair its faded lots bt looking at the pics reminded me i actually like being blonde, so have hardressers app on 19th and just called to add in an app for colour, blondes do have more fun when its my hair!!! lol
so today is the hen night, hope it goes without blips/tantrums lol as has been a nightmare to plan and although its my cousin iv planned it with my other cousin!!!
so tonight is off plan, tomo i need food to soak up alcohol lol i dnt plan to be too bad bt i couldnt stick to cd on it, i normally need tea and flavoured drinks to help me recober lol then monday is day 1 of a 4 week plan!!!
4 weeks surely cant b that long lol