So seriously, what's wrong with me??!? The less said about my weekend the better. I went a bit off the rails. It wasn't so much quantity, but the quality of what I ate was shocking. My son really wanted to make cupcakes, so we did. And then I ate 3 of them. And once I'd eaten them, the weekend was a bit of a write off. So disappointed in myself and I really haven't cracked this whole weekend malarkey.
Eating cr*p really did make me feel rotten though, and I must remember that feeling. I've never been great with gluten, but eating excess sugar really seems to mess up my insides and puts me in a foul mood afterwards.
This weekend coming I am staying at my brother's house babysitting his kids while he is in France at a wedding. My mum is going to be there too, and if I ask her to stop me cheating I know she will, so that's good. I should at least get through next weekend ok.
The dress I ordered from Coast turned up this morning but I am far too nervous to try it on given my weekend binge. I think I will wait until weigh in day and see if I can undo any of the damage by then, and try it on when I am feeling a bit more confident. A new exante order turned up at exactly the same time as the dress, so I see that as a bit of a sign (i.e. 'stick to this diet and you might be able to wear this dress!')