OK been offline the past few days as drowning in work. Taken on a new client and just getting a bit stressed about delivering the first piece of work for them... if I get it right, I will get lots more work from them which should see me through to the end of the year with a nice profit and if I get it wrong, I'm going to be twiddling my thumbs for a few months!
I recorded my first gain on this diet last week - I put on 1 pound. Think that's fair given I was off track for the weekend, and it's also TOTM. Again. So not too down about it.
Had a few really nice meals on the diet this week... I put a poached egg with the curry which was delicious. I also made the sausage mix into little meatballs, light fried them with a little chilli and garlic, and mixed up with some steamed courgette spaghetti (70 calories worth). It was totally delicious and I will definitely be doing that at least once a week from now on! Can highly recommend if anyone fancies trying it, as it really feels like a real meal.
Also had a really really great session at the feeding clinic with my son. We're eventually getting some help with his food aversions and have a 8-week plan in place to try and get him to eat 3 new foods (dry cereal, cheese and apples). It really feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders as I get so stressed / worried about his lack of eating, and just knowing that we have the help now is a great relief. I know it's still going to be difficult to get where we need to be, but looking at his progress in 8-week windows just seems a lot more manageable somehow... Makes me think I should apply that same principle to my weight loss journey (i.e. instead of just thinking about the end goal, starting thinking in terms of 1-month and 3-month targets). On that basis, I've set myself 2 mini-goals:
- Lose 12lbs in 1 month
- Lose 35lbs in 3 months
There is absolutely no reason I can't meet those goals, right??!? If I start behaving on weekends??!?
I have just over a week to Ascot and I still haven't found a dress so starting to stress a little bit about that... means I will probably have to go shopping with my toddler in tow this weekend which is never fun. The ones I ordered from ASOS are awful... I hadn't realised one had a transparent back (what's the deal with that??!? Don't people wear bras anymore??!?). The other one weighs a ton and is just not going to be fun to wear if it's even slightly warm.
I have also treated myself to a little lip enhancement next week

I'm booked in for Tuesday. I have done it before and liked the results but still a bit nervous in case it goes wrong (anyone else remember Leslie Ash?!). Especially as I have a lunch meeting with a client the day afterwards and another important client meeting the day after that...