My Loss = My gain and His loss -new hair photo added

[HPSaucy]

You do deserve your husband as you're equally lovely x

I'm so pleased you feel good, those pods are really working and pleased your daughter and you made up and she still feels she can come around and ask you a favour but at least she thought about it rather than assuming.

I love miniature dauschaunds, I used to dog sit for a couple and loved them to bits, they moved to Cyprus where Charlie passed away earlier this year bless him but they now have 10+ dogs but I can't cope with it so will have to stay in a hotel if we go again I think.

We'd like a dog but it wouldn't be fair on it as we are out the house so long, also I'm not sure how I'd cope with one! X

 

[mommyB]

Morning H, loving the feel godd factor again ( appart from the headache of course )

 

[Aaleigha]

Well girls I have been out
it was an shall we shalln't we go somewhere as the weather is not set to be good
we went to Chepstow because I like and
while we were there one of the feelers I put about about a mini Daxi phoned and as we were in Wales and need to go an hour further look what I have come home with



yes he is in a crate but that is for his own protection as the big dogs are rather excited and I dont want him trodden on
on the way back from Wales we got caught in an horrendous storm and he really didnt like the heavy rain on the windscreen and the thunder really freaked him - he peed himself - but we did have him on a blanket with a puppy pad under him so all well it is something I will work on with him 0 I have managed to desensitise a really scared greyhound of their fear of fireworks so I am sure I can do it

at the moment I keep calling him Baby Boy as it all happened so fast and I dont really know what to call him - it will become BB but not sure I want that long term
so ideas on a post card please - not saying I will go with any but some ideas would be good

 

[mommyB]

I think BB is cute, as he gets older it can stand or beautiul boy-cos that's certainly what he is !! Bless him , he's gorgeous !!
Your day reminds me o the time I went out to buy a dressing gown and came back with a Hamster !!

 

[Aaleigha]

Jane I think he will grow a little larger than a hamster but he does have a cage

I have been giving names some thought and yes BB for beautiful boy would work too
but I have also thought of Kaden (its arabic) means companion in its irish form caden it means fighter
it also means pure or to bring joy I can live with any of those meanings

 

[mommyB]

All are nice names H

 

[Aaleigha]

Well good morning everyone
I went to bed at about 9 last night having given Kadin (Caden) (not sure on spelling yet some puppy milk and water mix
Dh brought him to bed when he came up in his crate after another drink
I woke at one went to the loo and went back to sleep straight away - lovely it was
then awake again at four to a crying puppy DH went down and got him some breakfast then went straight back to sleep - me I feed puppy and then he snuggled up with me while I read for a bit
DH needed to pop into work at about 6 so alarm went off just after 5 I told him then said its now your responsibility to get up and I went back to sleep until he got back about 8

I have text my DD and said
-do you want to come round to see what Dad has got me

response

oh that sounds intriguing - I am at mattys (BF) are you going to be in all day

me
I need to pop out to get bits and bobs


so I am still waiting for the visit

been to morrisons and to Jolleys where Kadyn (so unsure of spelling yet) was cuddled by staff - even the manager came for a nosey he said I thought you only did big dogs and not puppies let alone a small breed they know me well

H xx

have a wonderful day

positives

I am blessed with a really good DH
I had more sleep
I feel happy inside

 

[missy1978]

Found you! Awww, 'lil pup is gorgeous! At least I'm smiling a little bit now x

 

[Aaleigha]

good
I hope you have virtual puppy snuggles he loves snuggling into your neck

well this afternoon he has been to the farm to weed the veg plot and come back with farm fresh (laid today) eggs
and veggies
carrots
broad beans - last of them
runner beans
chard
spinach

that will be lovely with my quorn fillet and DH is going to have a piece of the lightly smoked salmon done in paper parcel
he is going to have mash and I wont have any potato as I dont feel I need it with so many veg to choose from

 

[missy1978]

Had real life kitty cuddles too!

Sorry for being miserable all over your diary, not coping very well today :/ Going to try to keep my being miserable to my TTC diary in future, it's not fair on everyone else. x

 

[Aaleigha]

Hey darling you be as you like here - this is my virtual home and you are well to come for a cuppa and heart to heart whenever you want - I take the good days along with your not so good days - I want you to visit and so I take what you want to give
H xx

I have a kitty too Holly Cat
she was totally freaked by a small puppy last night

 

[missy1978]

Aw, thank you for being so understanding. I feel a bit like the elephant in the room today so that means a lot. Gets a bit lonely in the TTC forum too, not many of us there!

I have two kitties, when they are not being naughty they are very relaxing and lovely to have around. Aw, bet kitty is very confused by pup!

Feeling much better this evening now husbandface is home from work xxx

 

[Aaleigha]

spend some lovely relaxed time with him and I did mean it too
and if you dont want me in your ttc diary pm me to butt out I wont mind - sometimes we dont want to feel stalked

and yes I think Holly Cat is confused as we usually only do grown up dogs and big ones too

 

[missy1978]

spend some lovely relaxed time with him and I did mean it too
and if you dont want me in your ttc diary pm me to butt out I wont mind - sometimes we dont want to feel stalked

and yes I think Holly Cat is confused as we usually only do grown up dogs and big ones too

Don't be daft - of course you can post on there! My diary, my rules hehe x

 

[JackieN]

not enough puppy piccies in here H come one we need to see more please? Pretty please gorgeous puppy btw x

 

[mommyB]

Sounds like BB ( or Caden ) has had an eventful first day in his new home. He sounds delightful !!

 

[Aaleigha]

Jane he maybe delightful but he has been a pain in the night
cry cry cry
needed food and a cuddle (12.40)
bark bark bark............
needed his newspaper - no he isnt page three boy - (and it was the first barking)
that is 1.30 and this time he wont settle back in his crate - so playtime for an hour on our bed
then back to crate
no chance
so back on our bed to sleep
it continued during the night in a similar way


positives

I have been awake many times in the night - NOT ONCE was due to pain - that is a huge step forward for me
I feel 'alive'
I am motivated to get up and get the day moving - I wont as Dh is going into work for a about 20 mins - all worth it he gets paid three hours every time he goes in (which is twice a day for 20-50 mins at a time)
all extra money for our holidays
I do have the opportunity to have a lie in

 

[mommyB]

Aw bless him, they are just like babies arent they ? I hope he settles soon.

HAve a good day-sound very 'up'

 

[Aaleigha]

Jane UP describes it so well

been to get some puppy bits he is now playing with his toys and trying to run and promptly falling over

me I have some ryvita minis and boursin = how to eat it more slowly
spread each ryvita mini as I have eaten the last one and no picking up utensils until mouth is empty - now lets see if I can find a full signal
not sure I ever noticed one and I am sure that is due to not being able to leave the table until my plate was cleared as a child and all the food rewards we got
food was special and precious so not to be wasted - mother was an evacuee so not surprising really

 

[Aaleigha]

well Kayden has been a happy soul today
he has an extremely waggy tail
he is now zonked out again I will wake him shortly to play until bedtime
I want to tired him out so he can sleep as much of the night as he can

I want as much sleep as possible tonight

hopefully now his tummy seems to be settling (the power of slimming world) jacket potato no skin and poached cod (healthy B) cant be extra easy as there was one one third of veggies

now my positives

-I have wanted to go for walk - ok so I went to shops in car and walked around them - but it was more than I have been doing - Kayden comes in his bag I want him to get used to as many smells and sounds as possible until he can walk out on the pavements and do proper puppy socialisation classes - and each step will be a step towards MY future too a healthy one where I weigh less and my clothes are all smaller
-I have eaten well - but still unable to know full - that will come I have so much past relationship with food to undo - but I know now it can and will happen
- and I still feel UP