This week I have been struggling a lot with my hormones, I am seriously overdue on my totm which is quite irregular with me as it is but it makes my cravings sometimes overpowering. So for the last few days, rather than giving in to junk, I have just upped a bit on the things I eat anyway, or used my syns on things like some maple syrup in my fromage frais etc etc. That has helped a lot. Yesterday, I had to go into Tescos and I so wanted to buy chocolate. But I decided to buy a really nice ripe avocado instead which I later mashed with lemon juice and salt and pepper and had that with wholewheat pasta and lots of other veg. Although I didn't work out the syns and yes, avocado is very rich, I felt like it was a treat but in the true sense of the word. Something really good for me. So I am ok with that. If it had been a bar of chocolate, it would have spiralled into a binge, I know it.