I've been so busy I've forgot about this!!
Red week turned into a bit of a farce! Completely forgot about my intentions on monday so stupidly started the day with weetabix, meaning my wonderfully pre-prepared minestrone soup had to be synned. Managed to keep my overall syn intake to 5 but I was trying to flexi for my BFF's birthday on saturday. We will be heading to dreaded Wetherspoons (really don't know what to waste 20 syns on!!).
Tuesday was equally as chaotic. Managed to stick to red plan meal wise by taking a syn free chicken soup to work instead of the Minestrone. It was vile, but it staved off hunger for a while so I'm not complaining. Got a load of fruit down too. All went a bit down hill after that though...had to go to a launch do and the place was littered with nibbles. Managed to resist, only drank water and black coffee but got really depressed (and hungry) at the sight of thin people eating yummy, deep fried food. Left early and went home via the newsagents, picked up a packet of velvet crunch as a "pick me up" which sort of did the trick. Once I got home went on the forum and read a recipe for weetabix cake. Happened to have some ingredients in the cupboard so attempted a chocolate variant of it. Well it was *****! Ate one portion for the hell of it, which cost me another 5 syns and really wasn't worth it. Felt guilty all night that i'd not been 100%, even though I'd stayed within syns and done really well resisting everything at the launch party. Meh...still not got over it.
Woke up this morning feeling bloated and tired and lethargic and fat. "That time" of the month, yippee!! I had planned to go swimming tonight with BFF, obv couldn't but we did half an hour on Just Dance. I'll be honest, I didn't give 100%. I also haven't had time for 30 day shred since last weekend, so I feel crap about that too. Oh, and I haven't had a fag for ages, so if you hear of a Scouser ripping a bus drivers head off it was probably moi.
Was good all day, lots of fruit, weetabix, less milk than usual. Struggled to poo- to top it all off!! So felt a bit icky, but then managed it which cheered me up a bit
Had a packet of velvet crunch again (slippery slope those velvet crunch) but expected to be having a syn free evening meal so didn't feel guilty. Went to a friends for dinner, told her earlier that I'm doing SW and really trying my hardest- asked for a plain portion of fish instead of the battered cod that was on the menu, yes that's fine she said. Got there to discover that she'd bought me an Asda Extra Special Mackerel fillet with a horseradish herb crumb....gah. I ate it out of duty, although I only had 1 fillet and other half had the other when no one was looking. Everything else was free, but don't yet know the syn value for the fish so I'm waiting for a response from the syn values section. Knowing my luck this week it will be something ridiculous like 15 syns...just what I need and I don't even like horseradish!!
So basically, this week has been **** so far but I haven't given up hope yet. Hopefully tomorrow will be a damn sight better.