On day 8 - I am finding today and yesterday so hard. My first week no problems with anything, no hunger and that was with TOTM. This week, moody, *****y and starving.
My boyfriend is on lipotrim as well, but he is in Cork and I am in Dublin most of the time. He started in September -but had to take a break which ended up being 2 months because of christmas due to a constipation complication - important to take the fibre clear. (I know TMI but I think it's a good warning for us) He has been back on since feb and he is staying strong. He is coming off May 31st. He is hoping to brake the 20 stone mark. He has already lost 7 stone. His goal is to be 18 stone - a weight he can maintain and he can close the seat belt on the plane. That is his biggest goal.
He challenged me to do this diet because I have 4 stone to lose, but would be very pleased with 2/3 stone. We are off to California in July/August but only if I lose the weight too. I plan on coming off as well May 31 as I have a school function on June 7th and I need to eat and drink. See I am a masters student in Dublin and while part of me is ashamed I just don't want people to know I am on this diet. Perhaps when enough weight has been lost people can ask and I will tell them. I walk home every day for lunch saying I am saving money - I really am because I am not eating out and come back with a cup of coffee. The cost of the diet is less than my daily cost of food.
God I know I am rambling, but I need support. I am embarrassed to get support from anyone other than my boyfriend. My dad, sister and 1 of my best friends know about it. While they are great and supportive of any of my life choices, I am not able to get much more support as I need. I call my boyfriend and I get some support from him but he is fighting this battle as well. And again I am sooo hungry. He says drown it with water... trying.
I want some reassurance. I need to find a scale and a piss stick - I need to know I am in Ketosis and that all this work is working.
Sorry for rambling but this has ramble and this site is making it a little easier!