Sweetas15.13
loving being a loser
How you doing niennor!?? Xxx
Niennor said:Hey guys so after a weekend of feeling sorry for myself have decided to stop wallowing!
Have been WS for five out of the last 7 days so weigh in will be interesting! Been TS today, been to the gym 5 times in last week as trying to be very gung ho as was only a week to go!
Struggling to poo so taking some laxatives tonight as wanna have a good poo before my flight I know tmi!
Going to weigh in just before I leave for the airport and update on route! So excited!
Work is horrendous at the moment I am taking a holiday at the worst time, my boss today actually screamed at me and kicked the door off the stationary cupboard!!!!! Seriously thinking about a career change the world of finance is so high pressure, I used to work in cosmetics and in alot of ways regret leaving, however this job was a MASSIVE career step at the time so it's a bit of swings and round abouts really!
Hope all having a good day, thanks for the messages, I think recent events put things in perspective, the thought of someone I cared about actually taking there own life really upsets me however we had lost touch and it would be false to pretend that we could have stayed friends as when the old crowd disbanded we had nothing in common, it's just a very sad situation.
Anyway I am choosing not to dwell and to pull closer the lovely friends I have now!
2 more sleeps eeeeeeeeeeeeeep