nikki's diary - closed...... moved over to maintenance to test the water!

tried a bit of bread today. it was deliberate. i had a couple of crusts that was of the kids sarnie. my dad had made the bread. it was very sweet. was nice.
 
i'm an aunty! my SIL had her baby this morning at 5.30am. Ruby weighs 7lb 15oz! yeah! on time to. was due today!
 
i don't feel well! to much to drink. had a fantastic time but just drank too much and i'm now, not used to it.

had the following.....

3 champagne welcome drinks.
2 glasses of wine
3 double drambuies (cause i was freezing to death). bad decision.

have a headache, still feel sick and i threw for england last night.

at least i've got it out of my system. food was nice.

butternut squash soup
some vegetarian thing for main
choc dessert thing
half a mince pie (i was stuffed and it was force on me)

scales - i'm still the same. 11st 4.5lb feeling like i just need water today. def dehydrated.

cals consumed in booze and drink from yesterday aprox..... just under 4000! just worked in out. there was over 2000 from booze! i'm very lucky not to have put on a few pounds!
 
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nikki! have logged in to see you are 11.4?????!!!!

SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU! bet you look fab. you deserve it girl. i dont know how you've done it with the year you've had, but my god what an inpsiration you are! hope you feel better today. shanny is right (as usual) - drink loads today if you can
 
nikki! have logged in to see you are 11.4?????!!!!

SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU! bet you look fab. you deserve it girl. i dont know how you've done it with the year you've had, but my god what an inpsiration you are! hope you feel better today. shanny is right (as usual) - drink loads today if you can

awww thanks. i felt wonderful last night. the dress i bought zipped straight up no probs. it was nice and loose and swung on my waist and hips when i was boogieing. felt so normal for once. i am 11st 4 1/2lb i'm now wanting to be 11st :) we are never happy, us women that is!

think i've drank about 4 pints of water and i've had a shake. just forced a babybell (my fav 'cheat') down my gob, have cleaned the house too. been to the loo loads which is good. looking forward to a decent weigh in tomorrow if the scales today are anything to go by.

hope you get back on track soon! right baby dude is tired and if i stick him in his highchair for din dins he'll fall asleep. :)
 
p.s

if i stay 11st 4.5lb tomorrow then i will be 11st 5lb to 11st 5.5lb on my cdc's scales.
 
Yay Nikki that's a great number!!! It sounds like you had a good night last night! (until the throwing up)!

We were at Judges last night, dread to think how many calories I had, no where near 1000, oopsy! I was drink Magners all night, cos the drinks were soooo expensive. Fortunately I was fine when I woke up. I ache all over today mind, there was only a couple of songs I didn't dance too!!

Good luck with your WI fingers crossed for those numbers!
 
weigh in result. -4lb making me 11st 4lb!
 
Wooo hooo yay!!!! Well done Nikki you star!!!!
 
thanks.

having a rather bad day really. ems is down with a massive case of chicken pox, it's everywhere incl her mouth, she won't take medicine and spits it out. mums back in cook with an infection and MR P is talking about taking the leg off again if the plastic surgeon can't do anything. our car windscreen was so bad and the washer wasn't working it was daft. just about got my xmas shopping done. now have to wrap a few more things. paul needs to find the time to build emily's kitchen before xmas day. he's running out of time. feel like i've got 1001 things to do and no time to do them in.
 
spent night in hospital with a poorly emily. infected chicken pox, won't take meds. grrrrrr! high temp. they ended up putting a canula in. paul went home with dude, i stayed in and got hardly any sleep. he's been off looking after him, then when he come in i went home. needed a shower and a change of clothes. going back soon.

the good news is that i got my m&s order today. 16 thermal leggings are massive, 14 med leggings too big and too short, 12 thermal top fits perfectly.
 
p.s needless to say today's food has been bad and completely off plan. 3 slices of toast for brekkie, half a cheese sarnie, a betty's biscuit polar bear. then i went on the scales to find i'm 11st 3.6lb (just under the 3 /2lb omg). this was at 2pm after loads of coffee, no water though and no toilet trip today either.

back on it tonight with tea.

also those mint bars are wonderful and the new maple and pecan porridge is delicious. yum!

p.s didn't get back on track. my tea was my usual but had a packet of crisps. back to the real 810 tomorrow for a couple of days.
 
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Hey Hun, hope Ems is feeling better, what a rough time for you!! Is she back home yet? I bet she's feeling miserable :eek:(

I wanted to ask who your CDC is, I'm going to need to go back to it again after Christmas at some point but I'm not sure I can go back to my old CDC. I love her to bits but I feel like I've messed her about so much this last year. I know she'd welcome me back but just not sure I can face going back to her again, I feel like I failed her somehow :eek:(
 
i'll send you her name on fb. she's near billingham though. very strict :) gets you on track, keeps you there.
 
Cheers Hun x
 
No way she's my old old CDC, I lost all my weight with her first time round, she is fab! I went to my mums CDC more recently cos she's closer and more convenient but I just felt like I bounced back and forward with her. She's lovely but felt mote like a friendly visit than a butt kicking which is what I need - tough love lol.
 
:D small world. she is good with butt kicking.
 
well i've not done too well on my diet since monday. started tuesday really. ems was in hospital so ate bread for brekkie, sarnie for lunch, cottage cheese for tea but had some crisps. been not good all week. either had a few crisps or had something i shouldn't have had! i'm staying the same on the scales and i know i don't need this food, not hungry just having it. cd products are going out. having one for brekkie and then today i've had no more. yesterday i wasn't too bad an had my 3. need to get a grip. have one for lunch and brekkie tomorrow then tea out so just be careful with my eating. bleurgh, just feel like i'm letting myself down a bit. need a bit of focus.
 
hiya. just wanted to pop in and say merry xmas nikki and that hope em is better?
 
Hey Nikki hope you've had a great Christmas! Xx
 
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