You ladies really are so lovely with all your advice and kind words. It means the world to me when people care so much like all 3 of you so clearly do.
Millie is being tube fed formula because her sodium is so high they can see how dehydrated she is. Its so upsetting seeing her like that and feeling helpless but i know she is in the best place possible. If it means formula from now on then ill happily do it. Im going to try expressing in the morning and see how much im producing and if its enough ill invest in an electric pump to help.
It doesnt help that i have the dickiest belly ever from the laxatives and am practically doubled over in pain :-( its 4.30 now and it has eased. In fact there cant be much left in me!! Haha.
awe nikki was thinking of you last night. millie is getting what she needs and just you watch, she will be thriving and more settled by the time you get her home. just watch you don't burn yourself out. you have had hardly any sleep and running on adrenaline. try hard to rest while she is in hospital. i ended up with infection even though i never had one stitch as i was on the go constantly. huge hugs and thanks for updating. mummy knows best no matter what lol x x