Notlongnow - diary of a past self sabotager - no more though!

[Rkmriddell]

Morning all day 25 today. CDC. coming this afternoon - cant wait as have run out of bars and have ordered the famed choc mint so will be having one of those today!!!

Hoping she won't want to weigh me as prob won't have changed since Monday so I wont look if she does want so as not to get demoralised!!

Just tell her you don't want to. She has to respect and understand that! Enjoy your day bet you have a lot of learning to do x

 

[notlongnow]

Just tell her you don't want to. She has to respect and understand that! Enjoy your day bet you have a lot of learning to do x

My brain is self combusting - its not used to having to do all this such a short time frame! Think smoke is coming out!!!!!

have come on here for couple of mins breather - no more than that today as as time is running out!!! Having done my email it feels ok as I just think more fool them and have covered my back!! Car crash telly is entirely possible tho!!

 

[notlongnow]

So feel like had quite a productive day despite a bad start. Sons bus didn't turn up & then he heard it had broken down - not a problem another one on the way except that replacement bus didn't stop to pick him up - just drove past - when his friends told the driver to stop he shrugged his shoulders & said nowhere to turn round so tough!

His school is 35 mins drive away and in middle of nowhere so no other buses! I was furious as had to cancel appt and drive him - so work didn't start til 11 rather than the 9.30 I had planned.

Anyway, rest of day pretty productive - feel like I am getting somewhere with all these products - although brain aches from thinking so much!!! Feel for you mature students at uni - not sure my brain could cope!!!! Never was very good first time round netalone 30 years later!!!!

Had a choc mint bar which I liked but it's given me heartburn - don't know if cos haven't had bars for couple of days so any bar would have done that or whether was specifically that type. Will have a diff flavour tomorrow and try again on sat.

 

[Rkmriddell]

So feel like had quite a productive day despite a bad start. Sons bus didn't turn up & then he heard it had broken down - not a problem another one on the way except that replacement bus didn't stop to pick him up - just drove past - when his friends told the driver to stop he shrugged his shoulders & said nowhere to turn round so tough!

His school is 35 mins drive away and in middle of nowhere so no other buses! I was furious as had to cancel appt and drive him - so work didn't start til 11 rather than the 9.30 I had planned.

Anyway, rest of day pretty productive - feel like I am getting somewhere with all these products - although brain aches from thinking so much!!! Feel for you mature students at uni - not sure my brain could cope!!!! Never was very good first time round netalone 30 years later!!!!

Had a choc mint bar which I liked but it's given me heartburn - don't know if cos haven't had bars for couple of days so any bar would have done that or whether was specifically that type. Will have a diff flavour tomorrow and try again on sat.

Omg that's awful. I hope you complained!! How rude! Glad you're getting your head round all your new products. Qvc gonna have a few new viewers next week lol x

 

[Zest for Life]

Nice driver! Oh the mint choc bar, I adore that one, I'll probably buy it when I finish cd I like it that much!
Do you practice your sales technique? Have you got the products or you see them for the first time Wednesday? I'm finding your job fascinating lol x
My niece used to be on tv... Haha, she was on bikini beach, lol x
Maybe when you've lost weight you can apply?! xxx

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[therealbbe]

So feel like had quite a productive day despite a bad start. Sons bus didn't turn up & then he heard it had broken down - not a problem another one on the way except that replacement bus didn't stop to pick him up - just drove past - when his friends told the driver to stop he shrugged his shoulders & said nowhere to turn round so tough!

His school is 35 mins drive away and in middle of nowhere so no other buses! I was furious as had to cancel appt and drive him - so work didn't start til 11 rather than the 9.30 I had planned.

Anyway, rest of day pretty productive - feel like I am getting somewhere with all these products - although brain aches from thinking so much!!! Feel for you mature students at uni - not sure my brain could cope!!!! Never was very good first time round netalone 30 years later!!!!

Had a choc mint bar which I liked but it's given me heartburn - don't know if cos haven't had bars for couple of days so any bar would have done that or whether was specifically that type. Will have a diff flavour tomorrow and try again on sat.

That is so strange I had peanut bar lunch time and have heartburn!! I was thinking how can I have heartburn I haven't bloody eaten but must be the bar is horrible feeling!! Hope you complaining about the driver that is awful ps its also given me wind and I feel fat lol xxxx

 

[notlongnow]

That is so strange I had peanut bar lunch time and have heartburn!! I was thinking how can I have heartburn I haven't bloody eaten but must be the bar is horrible feeling!! Hope you complaining about the driver that is awful ps its also given me wind and I feel fat lol xxxx

That's funny isn't it - I have quite a windy gripey tummy this evening - not nice - has put me off that flavour!!

 

[notlongnow]

Nice driver! Oh the mint choc bar, I adore that one, I'll probably buy it when I finish cd I like it that much!
Do you practice your sales technique? Have you got the products or you see them for the first time Wednesday? I'm finding your job fascinating lol x
My niece used to be on tv... Haha, she was on bikini beach, lol x
Maybe when you've lost weight you can apply?! xxx

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Bikini beach?!?! Can't see that will work - bet there's not much cellulite on there!!

I will get to see the products on Monday - not great - normally I get a sample here & work out what I'm going to do and what am going to say. I've been doing it over 8 years tho so at least I have an idea as to what will work - but it's still out of my comfort zone to be doing it with so little time actually using the products - but I warned them so at least I feel I have covered myself!!! I am there all day prepping the products so I can always bring any tricky ones back with me to practise some more.

Worst bit is as there aren't that many products in stock I have quite a long time on products like the microstir which is quite testing!!!!

Anyway off to bed now to dream of my debut on bikini beach!!!

 

[Zest for Life]

Bikini beach?!?! Can't see that will work - bet there's not much cellulite on there!!

I will get to see the products on Monday - not great - normally I get a sample here & work out what I'm going to do and what am going to say. I've been doing it over 8 years tho so at least I have an idea as to what will work - but it's still out of my comfort zone to be doing it with so little time actually using the products - but I warned them so at least I feel I have covered myself!!! I am there all day prepping the products so I can always bring any tricky ones back with me to practise some more.

Worst bit is as there aren't that many products in stock I have quite a long time on products like the microstir which is quite testing!!!!

Anyway off to bed now to dream of my debut on bikini beach!!!

Haha, have you ever seen it? X your job fascinates me, I can't wait to watch you xxx

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[notlongnow]

No I need to look out for it but we don't have sky now until winter - trees get too big in summer so block the reception - so no sky, no recording, no pausing anything - its a nightmare but there we go!!!

It probably won't be my finest performances but there we go - it is a funny place to work you meet all sorts ! I've not had much work as they moving premises this month and so won't be there that much until seot then it will be busy again - but in chiswick which is a nightmare for me to get to - and considering it is live until 2am it is often very antisocial hours so will have to see if it's feasible or not!!

 

[notlongnow]

So day 26 - these days are clicking up quite nicely now!

Had such a vivid dream that I had gone to work and started eating a huge bowl of porridge followed by some chips before suddenly realising I wasn't supposed to be eating! That was followed by well I might as well carry on and whether anyone will notice & not sure I want to confess on here!!! Type thinking!

Was so annoyed when I woke up as was so vivid thought I had done it!!

 

[Zest for Life]

So day 26 - these days are clicking up quite nicely now!

Had such a vivid dream that I had gone to work and started eating a huge bowl of porridge followed by some chips before suddenly realising I wasn't supposed to be eating! That was followed by well I might as well carry on and whether anyone will notice & not sure I want to confess on here!!! Type thinking!

Was so annoyed when I woke up as was so vivid thought I had done it!!

Morning
Your dream, should you tell anyone hehe and porridge.... Funny it should be porridge, it's not even a naughty type of food. Not like fat people have porridge binges! Lol our dreams are strange aren't they!
Xxx

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[notlongnow]

Morning
Your dream, should you tell anyone hehe and porridge.... Funny it should be porridge, it's not even a naughty type of food. Not like fat people have porridge binges! Lol our dreams are strange aren't they!
Xxx

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I know & not what I would be going for - what was funny was that I had genuinely forgotten I shouldnt be eating & it was like a lightbulb the oh no I'm not supposed to be doing this!!!! Guilty conscious or just no memory not sure!!!

The memory thing was understandable tho because lying in bed I was trying to remember all the products in my first hour & I couldn't so that us where that came from!!!!

 

[Zest for Life]

But in your dream you carried on eating... Naughty naughty!
X

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[Rkmriddell]

Morning
Your dream, should you tell anyone hehe and porridge.... Funny it should be porridge, it's not even a naughty type of food. Not like fat people have porridge binges! Lol our dreams are strange aren't they!
Xxx

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I loooove porridge lol. Dreams are definitely odd though x

 

[Zest for Life]

I loooove porridge lol. Dreams are definitely odd though x

I like porridge with brown sugar it delicious . But can't say I've ever dreamed about it lol xxx

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[Rkmriddell]

I like porridge with brown sugar it delicious . But can't say I've ever dreamed about it lol xxx

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How boring are you then lmao x

 

[Zest for Life]

How boring are you then lmao x

Pmsl your so funny x very witty lol xxx

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[Rkmriddell]

Pmsl your so funny x very witty lol xxx

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It's funny though how it's the normality of food that I'm missing. The choc and junk is all good but I'm missing fruit more than anything else! Suppose it's cause its the normal food that I'm still around with the kids etc x

 

[notlongnow]

I like porridge with brown sugar it delicious . But can't say I've ever dreamed about it lol xxx

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