Notlongnow - diary of a past self sabotager - no more though!

[Zest for Life]

Well done anyway I do know what you mean by 2lb is a WW loss, but most WW have weeks where they put weight on, then have a discussion about their points. With this diet it will only keep going down x as you are getting nearer your goal, I assume your body has to work harder to burn fat, because there is not such a big supply of it? I don't know but that's how I think of it.
Your doing so well, water intake is high on my list this week too. Have a great day, see you soon !!!! xxx

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[Rkmriddell]

1st goal weight is 10 stone but orob will end up at 9.10 if poss - still 2 stone away so not that near to goal for it to start slowing!! I know it all works out in the end - and I'm not too fed up I'm just impatient & like to see those numbers dropping!!! I think of 2lbs as a WW weigh in rather than an absolutely no food or cheating weigh in!!!!

But panic not - that's why I don't hop on the scales and as soon as I leave for work I will have forgotten and it's on to the next week. Day 29 so nearly in the 30s

2lb would be a bloody good ww weigh in. Not sustainable week on week! You have same goals as me too! X

 

[notlongnow]

Yes I know - think I am feeling premenstrual!!!! Which I've just realised is due in 4-5 days so I'll put everything down to that!!!!!

Am absolutely knackered just got back from prep day - got quite a lot done but v irritated that I got there early to do all my prep and products didn't arrive til 1.30 - bloody useless! & then only products for first show. Anyway, the 10pm show can be prepped in the afternoon so that doesn't really matter.

Saw one of the guest managers who I had emailed & she was v nice saying "you can only do your best" so am feeling pretty calm all things considered.

Nearly licked my fingers at one stage but caught myself in time. Phew!!

So day 29 survived, tick.

 

[Rkmriddell]

Yes I know - think I am feeling premenstrual!!!! Which I've just realised is due in 4-5 days so I'll put everything down to that!!!!!

Am absolutely knackered just got back from prep day - got quite a lot done but v irritated that I got there early to do all my prep and products didn't arrive til 1.30 - bloody useless! & then only products for first show. Anyway, the 10pm show can be prepped in the afternoon so that doesn't really matter.

Saw one of the guest managers who I had emailed & she was v nice saying "you can only do your best" so am feeling pretty calm all things considered.

Nearly licked my fingers at one stage but caught myself in time. Phew!!

So day 29 survived, tick.

Yep that'll be it then! Isnt it funny how we do things like liking our fingers, picking up crumbs etc without thinking! Glad you're feeling calmer about work and you at least have some of the products. You'll be ace I'm sure xxx

 

[notlongnow]

Yep that'll be it then! Isnt it funny how we do things like liking our fingers, picking up crumbs etc without thinking! Glad you're feeling calmer about work and you at least have some of the products. You'll be ace I'm sure xxx

you know what I dont really care!!! Dreadful I know but if they leave it all to the last minute I am not going to bust a gut getting myself in a state - what will be will be!!!! Hope your first day back wasnt too horrible. Fingers crossed for a good WI - dont know why I keep putting fingers crossed or good luck - its not down to that its down to bloody hard work and youve been fab so you deserve a good loss.

 

[Rkmriddell]

you know what I dont really care!!! Dreadful I know but if they leave it all to the last minute I am not going to bust a gut getting myself in a state - what will be will be!!!! Hope your first day back wasnt too horrible. Fingers crossed for a good WI - dont know why I keep putting fingers crossed or good luck - its not down to that its down to bloody hard work and youve been fab so you deserve a good loss.

Absolutely the right way to feel too. Too many people just rely on others to pick up their mess eh! Yeah but deserving one and getting one can be two different things eh! Hopefully all will be good work was tough, draining more than anything but only because I has a very productive day. So feel better and worse at the same time if that makes sense lol x

 

[notlongnow]

definitely does - i feel the same! The lady I had to help today didnt even know what to put in a basic sponge mix and then when she had done that asked me how to make choc cake chocolate. Then for the smoothie maker she peeled all the bananas before I had noticed - then when I said oh no they will go brown - she said she didnt think they would - for wednesday really!!!

Anyway, we got there in the end just draining having to keep such a close eye on what she was doing.

Hope your day tomorrow will be calmer.xx

 

[Zest for Life]

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[notlongnow]

Lol on the banana woman! Sounds like she is in another planet! It's so annoying when in between doing your own work you have to babysit others. Happens in my work all the time.
I can't wait to see you will you be live or I'd it taped? Is that a silly question ?
Well done again on your loss, you will be gorgeous in no time xxx

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All live up until 2am then its repeats until 9am - so who knows what might happen!!! hopefully nothing too major have had all sorts in the past - I fused the whole studio whilst on air once - well not me but the blender I was using!!!

 

[Zest for Life]

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[Rkmriddell]

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[notlongnow]

Oh dear. And she has a job demonstrating food products??? Lol. X

No she was just supposed to be helping me prep my products - another one who as it isn't them that has to go on air doesn't really think about it - slicing things to big to fit in because they forget to see if they fit - things like that! Bet would be different if it was the other way round!!!

 

[Rkmriddell]

No she was just supposed to be helping me prep my products - another one who as it isn't them that has to go on air doesn't really think about it - slicing things to big to fit in because they forget to see if they fit - things like that! Bet would be different if it was the other way round!!!

I bet it would too can't abide people half arsing things x

 

[Zest for Life]

I bet it would too can't abide people half arsing things x

I'm actually quite intolerant at work when people can't actually be arsed, then make more work for others. Also lazy people who always try to pass the workload to someone else. Xxx

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[Rkmriddell]

I'm actually quite intolerant at work when people can't actually be arsed, then make more work for others. Also lazy people who always try to pass the workload to someone else. Xxx

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Drives me demented honestly. Ive had some right idiots work for me before. I quite lucky with this new guy. He's a pedantic grumpy arsehole but he's very good at his job lol x

 

[Zest for Life]

Drives me demented honestly. Ive had some right idiots work for me before. I quite lucky with this new guy. He's a pedantic grumpy arsehole but he's very good at his job lol x

That's funny lol poor bloke!
I'm the same (not pedantic grimy bit lol)
But I think it's from when I was a manager and saw so many people putting on others, then I had to sort it out before it became an issue. I just tell people now I'm very outspoken. Not sure if that's good or not, being outspoken but I have lots of friends so can't be such s bad thing lol xxx

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[Rkmriddell]

That's funny lol poor bloke!
I'm the same (not pedantic grimy bit lol)
But I think it's from when I was a manager and saw so many people putting on others, then I had to sort it out before it became an issue. I just tell people now I'm very outspoken. Not sure if that's good or not, being outspoken but I have lots of friends so can't be such s bad thing lol xxx

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Poor bloke for putting up with me?? Probably lol. I've had him on his toes today I tell ya seen a pic earlier have to share, so true.....

 

[Zest for Life]

Poor bloke for putting up with me?? Probably lol. I've had him on his toes today I tell ya seen a pic earlier have to share, so true.....

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Lol, that's funny. I don't keep many to myself I do confess!!!

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[Rkmriddell]

Lol, that's funny. I don't keep many to myself I do confess!!!

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I never have to. My face can ever hide what I'm thinking lol

 

[notlongnow]

I'm actually quite intolerant at work when people can't actually be arsed, then make more work for others. Also lazy people who always try to pass the workload to someone else. Xxx

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Yes amazing how many people are like that - cant abide it particularly the surreptitiously trying to get away with offloading or doing nothing themselves types!!