This is going to sound like a bit of a strange one, i was in the asda today and there were two people coming down the rows at opposite directions, quite close together and not much of a gap and i just walked straight thru..
might sound good, being able to walk between a tight gap, but thats not the nsv.. for as long back as i can remember i have always been good at judging distances by eye, mostly because i didn't want to squeeze between things and get stuck and then have people see or laugh, i've always seen the distance then calculate if i can fit thru it and if i can't i'd find another way around.. but today was different, i never judged the distance before i walked between them, and now thinking back. i haven't been doing it for a few weeks, but i've only noticed it today.
So in the back of my mind do i now think of myself as thinner person (not thin, just thinner then i was), i've noticed when i talk to people when i mention my weight i now talk about it in past tense, 'i was..when i.. i used to be'
i think i am starting to believe it mentally, i'm thinner and healthier. what a great feeling to have on a wet, cold, windy sunday afternoon in november.