i'm very worried about emily (again!). she's been wetting her pants all summer. today we're onto the 3rd wee accident and it's about 1pm. i'm thinking that i'm going to have to take her to the docs as i really think there's something wrong. she doesn't seem to know when she's wet herself! it's not just a little it's a lot. it used to be her knickers were damp but now it's right through her trousers and you can really tell as her bum area is soaked! she's almost 6 and is no where near being trained at night either, infact i've had to buy 8+ year old nappies so that they're more absorbant as she wets through her nappy, through on to her mattress protector, even leak through that onto the bed! hubby's putting a lot of pressure on me saying a reward chart will help but as he's out at work all day it's left up to me, as well as everything else, and i've just about had my limit of everything right now.
feeling quite down about it. feeling like walking out! had a cry to myself today whilst hanging the washing out on the line so that the kids didn't see. things are seriously getting to me. i can't cut the grass as last time i did i felt like i got dust in my eyes and they felt like i had lumps in them. hubby cut the back grass on sunday, not done a good job and he's left the grass in the mower! his excuse.... it started to rain! my house is a mess and i'm sick of tidying up. the bath is leaking and the study ceiling and wall is look really bad. the conservatory wood by the door is rotten and has broken off. tiles in the kitchen are broken. hubby's wrecked the cupboards near the cooker as he melted them by leaving a frying pan on a couple of years ago now. he slammed down a fish slice and chipped some of the work surface too. the kids have drawn on their walls in the playroom. the whole house needs painting. i need to get the skirting boards and doors cleaned as they're looking bad, then they'll need glossing! it's all too much.