Okay - I listened to my best friend and all of you lovely people yesterday and didn't stress. This morning was back to a 10 lb. weight loss and will NOT get back on scale again until tomorrow morning - to see what total week 1 weight loss will be!!
Have just over a day's worth of french vanilla left and just got enough money to buy more today. Ordered the chicken and tomato soups. Was hoping for the veggie i keep hearing about but the USA doesn't seem to have it.
Turns out, the next-day shipping won't get here until Tuesday even if I order tonight. They will process tomorrow (Thus) morning and the 60USD gets it here Tuesday. That doesn't sound like Next Day to me. Thank goodness I forgot my login info because the CD people called me right away and explained the shipping to me. Ordering 10USD standard will get it here only 1 single day after the 60 USD "next day" will. Saved me 50 bucks!
In the mean time, I looked up the local distributor - absolutely DESPERATE not to have to resort to cappuccino for 2 days, as I can't get it down. She talked. A LOT! Seemed impressed that I've been doing this "on my own" so I pointed her towards this site. Maybe she will send the rest of us here too. She pushed chocolate repeatedly, and also pushed the dessert, but after hearing all this I knew better. Also, basic marketing dictates that, when someone approaches a sales person and they know they're getting some kind of a sale but they STILL push a certain flavor, it is because they can't move that flavor. IE: It won't taste good. She's also tried pushing the thicker shake son me. She seemed unhappy when I stuck with my safe french vanilla - I've just ordered soups I might not like; I will need food to fall back on in case they taste terrible. I may not love this, but I know how to make it edible now. She will be bringing me french vanilla and a free sample of thick vanilla and chocolate tomorrow. Not complaining because it means I get almost a day free. Supposing they taste okay.
I still miss the feeling of resistance when I eat. The way it feels to bite into a chicken breast or burger. This, I always took for granted, I knew it tasted good, but I never gave a second thought to the feel. I'm about to start chewing on plastic straws just to give my teeth some work!! Insanity!
And I think my brain is going crazy. Today, I smelled okra (a vegetable most people dislike) being microwaved with a bit of pepper and some butter spray. It had the same scent to my nose as a plate full of piping hot nachos with cheese and a little bit of jalapeno would have. That is messed up. Good news is, it doesn't make me hungry. I miss food, but it could be far, far worse.