My 20 wk scan is april 4th! doesnt seem that far off now,
im really enjoying pregnancy now, although weight gain wise i handed my sw book back to Sue, my consultant. Im weighing with my eye closed and she has promised not to tell me untill after iv had baby. Its ruining my enjoyment and id rather just not know. I cant say im making any effort to be good, although im gearing myself up to make a real go of it the next few weeks.. but i still dont want to know. Its more just to feel good.
OH said my ass has got bigger- thanks for that! .. i can feel iv put some on my arms, but im always had issues there.. but it is ALL on my tummy, no denying that. Of course i am pregnant, so can get away with it for now i feel.
I must look futher along than i am, i mean.. i know i showed really early and have only continued to get bigger.. but yday whilst in morrisons two seperate ladies offered me thier trollys in return for my basket because i was struggeling.. and then the lady on check out asked me how much further iv got to go! (at which point i cringed slightly when i said 'im not due till august!) but did concidering lieing! LOL
im having an awful time at work and OH MY GOD, my joints are worse than they'v ever been, im wiating for my physio app. to come through. I feel quite stressed but really trying to be calm. Iv decided to take mat leave at 35 weeks, and take 2 weeks hols before so that i leave at 33 weeks.. my job is active and am getting no sympathy for being poorly and heavy lifting etc.. but thats a whole other story.
looking forward to seeing baby at 20 week scan, i cant wait to see how much he's grown! but its not a count down to know the sex, as were deffinatly not finding out.
Wev chosen a girls name. - Penny Rose. However we really cant agree on a boys name, which concidering im convinced its a boy, were a bit screwed if we dont agree by the end! i love Thomas, (and Xavier, but Joe wont even concider, he hates it) .. Joe loves Theo.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrr