Well this week has just flown by,, which has been good, because I was with the mum this week handing over, but next week she goes back to work and I get the kids to myself, which is great because they might listen to me.
My weight at the start of the week was (I think because I didn't write it down) 185.6 which funnily enough was my start weight for the Easter challenge.... And this morning my weight is
184lbs
I've changed my scales to hopefully fight the edge of stone plateau that u seem to find each time.
But in sure i will change back lol
I am actually quite pleased as it does mean in the last month or so of me not really caring I have only put in a few pounds ( but Lisa I will do my best to catch up with you!!!!!!)
Well I've definitely not hit my Easter goal, nor have I got anywhere with my birthday goal, so I am just going to have to face the facts that I'm not exactly where I wanted to be for my 30th birthday, and move past it...
I had hoped I would be skinny for my 30th, but with only 8 days to go... I don't think that one is going to happen.
I have actually gotten a little depressed about it... As I have a horrible ( I mean its nice but I didn't want to be this size) feeling that some of my friends from aus are coming over. ( I went over for his 30th in October last year ) and I really wanted to have lost some weight since seeing them last, but that hasn't happened, and I have prolly actually put on weight.......
I might look into doing the 5:2 but right now I think that what I have to do is get through the next 3 weeks (this weekend being Easter, next weekend being my birthday and old works leaving do and the following weekend is the first weekend if Adams racing for the year)
Soooooooo I have been thinking of going back to slimming world, but I really want to go back to the lady that I had before, and her classes are on a Wednesday night, but I want to go to an exercise class a week, and I want to be able to see my husband at some point....... Soooooo it's a matter of trying to juggle everything that I want and finding a balance,,,
But I guess that there is nothing stopping me from trying the 5:2 while I settle into everything,
I will see if I can not get some kind if low cal days in next week with my new job, and me moving loads I have found I am soooooo hungry. I remember being like that when I was nannying before, and I used to make myself drink loads of coffee, tea, squash, and sometimes a water... So I just need to get back into the habbit of that.
I have been trying to drink loads if tea this week, but I forgot to take some sweeteners ( can't drink tea or coffee with out it) so was trying not to have too many as it meant putting sugar in it,
The family don't overly like squash, so I am having to try and hide it really esp from the eldest one, as she is like well you are allowed why am I not... So I think I will be tested sometimes....
But I might just take my squash and they will just have to put up with it... At the end of the day I have to be somewhat selfish !!!!!
Sorry to ramble on. But thought I would update you all on my week, and now hopefully I wil be able to post a bit more when the little ones area busy etc...