Pretty little blue Pill!!!- the fight to the end!!!!!

Oh nee you are in for a surprise! Not just the stuff has been sent to you... but more!

Ahhh hun you are sweet, Im very excited now :D :D

Oh I will have a few cocktails for everyone!

Oooh goody, I havent had a cocktail for a long time hee hee :)

Have a fab holiday hun, will miss you lots xx
 
Well I'm on route to the airport...

With that whole feeling of I've forgotten something... just the usual.

Feeling a little less stressed. But I do still have the feeling in me that I am wearing my life on my shoulders as my chiropractor put it...

But really going to try hard to get into holiday mood... drink loads to drown away my sorrows, and try to be kinda good on the eating....

Oh and my gym gear is packed, and I will go to the gym at the hotel at least 3 times....

Wish me luck not to put on a stone... ehhh
 
Enjoy hun, thats what holidays are for, going to miss you tho :( But have a fab time xx

Ps, got your package, my god you are the most lovely Ladyyy ever xxxxxxxxx
 
hello all my lovely diary readers...

well my week in Egypt was lovely. far too much food, and a few drinks but mainly fruit cocktails, (i would hate to find out how many cals are in those with all the fruit juices, and coconut milk!!!)

things since we got back have not gone to what i wanted. and i weighed in last night at a 7lbs gain.. gutted!!!

but im putting it purely down to bad eating, although i did go for a run everyday, (Well jog/walk) there was a lot of sun lounging, and a lot of sun.. and ive also put off for a few weeks my period so im sure those tablets are not helping matters either...

Slimming world consultant job, is still coming along. although i still dont know if someone is going to get in there first.... but we will try and get the ball rolling asap.... and try and get my foot in thier first.

also went and seen one of the local gyms here, and they sounded promising in taking me on and then government funding for my course (with my visa status i will have to check if i can get the governemtn funding) but that sounded promising, so heres hoping that i can go on to do that, and then before i know it i will be training to be a PT!! cant wait!!! although scared at the same time!!!!!

right need to go and get the little one up....

today hasnt been too bad with food. although ive been a little disorganised (along with the family i work for also with not having any milk in this morning....) and i start the tablets up next week after being away for hubby's racing this weekend.....

chow for now.
 
Sounds like you had a lovely time, I wouldnt worry about the extra weight, you will soon have that gone. I could put that on in a couple of days at home :eek: Good luck with your slimming world consultant job, hoping you get in there!! The work at the gym sounds exciting too!
 
well i had to skip the gym last night, i have a cold and i had horrible cramps and not nice movements (if you get what i mean with out being too detailed!!)
so i had a early night, and got some really well needed rest, and feeling rubbish this morning with the cold i have, but my tummy is feeling better. (thank goodness!! that wasnt very nice)
so for that reason im behind in my walking/running/bike... etc...
but i will catch up!!

hopefully today will be better on the food front too!! cant believe the amount of food i ate yesterday.. kinda went a little off the beaten track... but will get there.. im more prepared today...
:)
 
i wish my nose would just give up the fight and stop running!!!!
ehhhhh you come back from holiday, expecting to be all renewed with health and i get struck down with a blooming cold! ehhhhhhhh

today has been...... hmm i really need to get my head into the right space to start taking these tablets again! just want this weekend over and done with (i am going to watch my husband race mini's at snetteron, so food isnt going to be something i can control while camping and no fridge... so its best not to start taking them again)

ive been looking more into fitness intructing courses, and also contacting other gyms (other than the one i have already spoken to) about on the job training etc...

i really would like to do it.. but im self doubting my ablility to learn something new... but im sure if i set my mind to something, then i will be able to get in there and do it...
just the usual scared thats all!
 
Errrmmm none of that self doubting Cr*p please :) I think you would be a great motivator for someone, so consider yourself wrong in what you posted :D

I think if you can take something out of this weight loss journey and turn it into a career then you will be passionate about it..

My vote is ...DO IT xxx
 
thanks girls.
its made me feel a little better.
i suppose i just need to get a little bit more confidence, and i also guess when it happens, then i iwll be able to get my head around it more. as at the moment, its not happening.. but im going to try my best to get it happening.

ive contacted more gyms, and just trying to find more now to contact, so hopefully something will come from that, and we will get the ball rolling.

i also sneeky'd this morning, and ive lost a pound so far this week. which i guess is good. (although i have it in my head that i can still lose what i was on cd, without doing it..) and with the amount of food i have been eating, its going to be going back up im sure of it... and without the exercise at the moment to help it along.. (blooming cold!!!)
 
Really need to get back into the exercise thing..

went to pilates this morning, and now i feel great!!! back on track and eating a snack a jacks (crunchy curls) they are 7% fat, so not in the rules, but they are yummy.... (luckly im not taking the tablets yet...)

just want this weekend over...

i also have my slimming world meeting on sunday... which i want NOW! lol
i really want the ball rolling in that department...

some gyms have come back to me, saying that they dont have anything but will keep my file blah blah!! ehhh it will happen though. i will make it happen!
 
Morning hun, eating still going ok?

How was the Slimming World meeting?

And bugger the gyms, you'll find another one xx
 
well the weekend was brill!!!

and so pleased about everything. hubbys racing went well, and he loved it. (although i was a nervous wreck!!)
even got in a walk around the track which was wonderful.

slimming world meeting went brilliantly!! and i cant wait to go for the interview (thats the next step!!)
and then touch wood it all happens.

also spoke to the gym (the one that sounded promising.) and they would like me to come in saturday to be shown the ropes, and meet everyone else, as they might want me to cover some shifts on the weekends until i can start full time..
OMG!!! oooooohhhhh thats exciting...

life is coming together..

had a good gym session this morning too which was brill!!! tablets started again this morning. but need to see where we are going on thursday for our anniversary... hmmmmm where to go.
 
That is absolutely fab so pleased I want more info xx
 
what more do you want nee my love???

im gutted (but totally deserved with the whole chocolate problem!!) i put on another 1.5lbs.
thats now probly given me back all the weight i lost on CD..... so although it got me into my dress, and would give me the kick i needed to get me there, i am another one of those people who have put it all back on... BOOOOO

as said im back at the gym, and i have my weight session with them tomorrow. eeeekkkkk
but have to cancel my body combat class on sat (as i have to go into the other gym to see about my job)
oh well!!!!

still none the wiser about my slimming world career... apparently there is a lady who wants to take it on perm, but have not got anymore info. so we will just have to watch this space......
 
I like to know everything, you should know what Im like by now hee hee :D

So if the gym give you work, what would you be actually doing, I think its fab :)

x
 
I'll start off in the reception and creche areas first until im qualified. Then nice into there.

Slimming world meeting was great... very informative, and loved it all. Can't wait to start really.... just want to get going....
 
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