Pretty little blue Pill!!!- the fight to the end!!!!!
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bunny_hops
Violet is shrinking
I've heard you can get those jelly things you can put over the seat, they're a bit like those things you put in shoes.
thankfully, you can walk race for life , there's no way hell i could run it lol!
thankfully, you can walk race for life , there's no way hell i could run it lol!
Kes
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Ooohhhh you should try the nhs c25k.. its brill! I have never been able to run/jog, but its amazing! And if I can do it any one can... trust me...
Oh I'm rubbish... chocolate and quite a bit of it went into my mouth. Can not believe it... don't think my mind has caught up with the fact that I'm on the tablets again... before I would not have touched anything with more than 5g of fat, and now I find myself eating doughnuts and chocolate... what on earth has come over me....
Ohhhh I've also discovered smash... yummy! I will finally be able to love cottage pie and things like that ohhhh I can't wait...
Oh I'm rubbish... chocolate and quite a bit of it went into my mouth. Can not believe it... don't think my mind has caught up with the fact that I'm on the tablets again... before I would not have touched anything with more than 5g of fat, and now I find myself eating doughnuts and chocolate... what on earth has come over me....
Ohhhh I've also discovered smash... yummy! I will finally be able to love cottage pie and things like that ohhhh I can't wait...
bunny_hops
Violet is shrinking
Thats exactly what happened to me hun, look how mad i went for the porridge under 5gs!!..the last few months, ive gone over those 5gs, sometimes only a gram or so, but i would never have done that before!
I've pretty come full circle though now, and kickied myself up the ass, so it's nothing but sticking to the rules again, i'm never get get those losses like i had without doing it.
don't beat yourself up too much hun, tomorrow is another day hun!.. you can do it!
I've pretty come full circle though now, and kickied myself up the ass, so it's nothing but sticking to the rules again, i'm never get get those losses like i had without doing it.
don't beat yourself up too much hun, tomorrow is another day hun!.. you can do it!
bunny_hops
Violet is shrinking
I love smash!! i'll look at that tomorrow when i go shopping!
Well done hun!!!
Aww, sorry to hear about the class, like you say wait and see what happens..
i've often thought about turning my weight loss experience into something like that but because i dont do sw, or ww the idea is out. i think the same applies to cd too doesn't it
Well done hun!!!
Aww, sorry to hear about the class, like you say wait and see what happens..
i've often thought about turning my weight loss experience into something like that but because i dont do sw, or ww the idea is out. i think the same applies to cd too doesn't it
KittyBling
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Tough about the class, Kes but what's meant for you won't go past you. Really well done on the loss!
KB x
KB x
Kes
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yeah what will be will be. but it would have been nice, (still would be if it does happen) but hey ho..
im having a real downer day, and all i seem to be thinking about and finding myself doing is going for the bad food in the house i work at.. its frustrating...
i think im upset and stressed now about next tuesday, as this is when my slimming world interview is likely to be! spoke to my boss last night, and after them saying take what ever time you need to for interviews etc, have turned around and said well we can not help you out there, as we wont be able to take the time off work... pissed off is not the word to describe my feelings now...
i love the kids i work for, but get me the hell out of here, and i will be far better off! i dont feel like i want to be here anymore, and with that last night didnt help..
so im now stressing that im going to either miss my interview, call in sick and have them pissed off with me, or try and figure something out. ive emailed the lady asking if i can take the little one with me, and then just figure out the older ones afterschool cover if its needed
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok my rant is over...
im shocked at my self to be honest, that all i want to do is pig out on bad food.. but im really trying not to go down that route. my head doesnt want it, but my body is going ooohhhh go on 'ave it!!!! it is not going to do you any harm..
its those sabotaging thoughts that are taking over my life, and its official i seem to be a stress eater.... but im doing the utmost to stop that happening
im having a real downer day, and all i seem to be thinking about and finding myself doing is going for the bad food in the house i work at.. its frustrating...
i think im upset and stressed now about next tuesday, as this is when my slimming world interview is likely to be! spoke to my boss last night, and after them saying take what ever time you need to for interviews etc, have turned around and said well we can not help you out there, as we wont be able to take the time off work... pissed off is not the word to describe my feelings now...
i love the kids i work for, but get me the hell out of here, and i will be far better off! i dont feel like i want to be here anymore, and with that last night didnt help..
so im now stressing that im going to either miss my interview, call in sick and have them pissed off with me, or try and figure something out. ive emailed the lady asking if i can take the little one with me, and then just figure out the older ones afterschool cover if its needed
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok my rant is over...
im shocked at my self to be honest, that all i want to do is pig out on bad food.. but im really trying not to go down that route. my head doesnt want it, but my body is going ooohhhh go on 'ave it!!!! it is not going to do you any harm..
its those sabotaging thoughts that are taking over my life, and its official i seem to be a stress eater
.... but im doing the utmost to stop that happening
KittyBling
Gold Member
OOHHH I like the quote. Pity about the time off, not sure where you would go with that one. Have you other nanny type friends who could have the child for a little while, with the permission of the parents of course? I suppose you wait and see when exactly the interview is and take it from there. Try to keep away from those cupboards, not easy!
KB x
KB x
Kes
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im gobsmacked at the amount of fat in banana chips (dried banana!!)
shocking!!!!
well ive managed to hopfully con one of the mothers in the village to look after the little one for me, so hopefully the family are happy with that (they get along with the family really well, so i dont see it being a problem!)
at the end of the day, they said they would give me the time off for interviews and such like, and i cant, not go... so i will be going, no matter what... (im very stubborn!!!) lol
food today.. welllllll... i did have the dried banana, before i realise how much fat was in it, so im slightly gutted about that, as thats now 3 days in a row thats been over the rules.. ahhhh
my mood has not really changed...
but i will get through it
so today i ahve had....
breakfast: Dorset Cereals Apple and Rasin Porridge (with full cream milk which im not happy about as i have forgotten to bring in some skimmed or semi with me)
Snack: left over smash!! oh i love that stuff! lol
Lunch: banana (dried) and rasins, and omlette with leeks (not the best in there, would rather onion) bacon (with most of the fat cut off, as its not the stuff i normally have) and mushrooms.
Snack: (not had the rest yet) Grapes..
Dinner: will be a weight watchers meal out of the freezer.
im going to have a 100% day one of these days.... but unfortunately that was not today...
shocking!!!!
well ive managed to hopfully con one of the mothers in the village to look after the little one for me, so hopefully the family are happy with that (they get along with the family really well, so i dont see it being a problem!)
at the end of the day, they said they would give me the time off for interviews and such like, and i cant, not go... so i will be going, no matter what... (im very stubborn!!!) lol
food today.. welllllll... i did have the dried banana, before i realise how much fat was in it, so im slightly gutted about that, as thats now 3 days in a row thats been over the rules.. ahhhh
my mood has not really changed...
but i will get through it
so today i ahve had....
breakfast: Dorset Cereals Apple and Rasin Porridge (with full cream milk which im not happy about as i have forgotten to bring in some skimmed or semi with me)
Snack: left over smash!! oh i love that stuff! lol
Lunch: banana (dried) and rasins, and omlette with leeks (not the best in there, would rather onion) bacon (with most of the fat cut off, as its not the stuff i normally have) and mushrooms.
Snack: (not had the rest yet) Grapes..
Dinner: will be a weight watchers meal out of the freezer.
im going to have a 100% day one of these days.... but unfortunately that was not today...
KittyBling
Gold Member
Sounds ok to me, Kes, keep it up!
KB x
KB x
Kes
Gold Member
Complete and utter bad afternoon.... I resisted all morning. But the afternoon got the better of me and my stress eating began..
I have however not eaten dinner, to some what make up for the calories ive eaten. And massively kicked butt. Here at the gym.. (which I find myself back on this bike.. lol)
Well over 1000 cals burnt... and a lit of sweat! And a few moment I felt like I was going to pass out. Lol
I have however not eaten dinner, to some what make up for the calories ive eaten. And massively kicked butt. Here at the gym.. (which I find myself back on this bike.. lol)
Well over 1000 cals burnt... and a lit of sweat! And a few moment I felt like I was going to pass out. Lol
bunny_hops
Violet is shrinking
How you doing today hun? What did you have for lunch?
Rachgleeson
Gold Member
Glad today has gone better for you, i generally find afternoons and evenings the hardest!!
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