ok my lovelies... i have had a bad couple of days with eating.. lol
new years was a planned day off (today however is not) and i planned to do curry for everyone (low fat one and one that everyone else would prob eat..) but hardly anyone likes curry (that was coming to our place last night) so bang goes that idea.. (my one of just a small amount of good curry and i could just about deal with that.) but now that had to change my plans, so my OH and i decided pizza and mixed nibbles was the best route to go down. (apart from the fact that i would spend most of the night shifting things in and out of the oven because its only small and there were about 10 trays of the stuff.) me and nibbles (no matter how much i eat or dont eat) doesnt go together.. i had 1 1/2 slices pizza and one (or two if it was a prawn lol) of each of the bits. and some crisps and some chocolate fingers... and all i drank was 1 1/2 bottles of copperberg cider. and i put on 4lbs!!! (yes i know i have been on a low cal diet, where i have been starving my stomach and its going to retain everything) ... but hey ho... i didnt plan on having a day off today but we had some left over pizza and cheese and chocolate..
i have been an emotional wreck today, i dont know why... im not upset about the scales. i dont know why i am.. its frustrated me that ive quite litterally not been able to stop crying...
Weight on the 1st January 2013 is 13 stone 5.4lbs.
i know that gain will go quickly so hoping by monday next week that im back down and hopefully in the 12's
and bring on some happy feelings... as 2013 hasnt started off great today...
ok im off now to read how you all spent your new years xx