Pretty little blue Pill!!!- the fight to the end!!!!!

That's sounds good though. At least you don't feel it was an awful interview. That's always a good sign. Do you think you'd be happy there?

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i think i could be, they seem very nice, and they have had nannies before. i am worried about the travel as it is in the middle of no where, but there is only a small section that i would have to take it really easy. but im not going to get a job thats next door and i will have to travel anywhere on crappy roads. so i dunno..

i feel super down today.. i dont really know why. just woke up like it, and its got worse as the day has gone on, 1 of the reasons its got worse is because im not sure if i posted it on here, but a few weeks ago my OH and i went bowling with his mates, and i suspected one of them was preg, well they are coming to ours for new years (along with a few others) we asked her today if she eats curry, and she said no, and that she is on a very specific diet, i once again mentioned to my husband that she is def preg.. he then sent her husband a message asking when is she due,... and she is due end of July but they are keeping it really quiet until she is 3 months. (she miscarried last year (although i didnt find out until a few weeks ago) so i know thats made me worse... i know i made the choice to stay with my husband and wait... but it doesnt stop me wanting them now. and it would have been so nice to have little ones around the same age as what some of my other half's friends but that clearly isnt going to happen!!!

i do love my husband. but BOY!!!!!!!!!! why cant he be damn ready all ready!!!
 
Ah Kes honey I know it must be hard for you. Not sure if you know but I lost my first son when he was 4 weeks old (he would now be 15) & it broke my heart Everytime a friend announced they were expecting as my ex didn't want another baby which although I understood it devastated me xx
 
Ah kes, hope your ok, once baby mind has kicked in its very hard to fight it, I have been trying too for sometime, it will come one day Hun as it will for me too, and it won't matter if we have no little ones other than our own for them to play with, because you/ I will have our little bundles and that will be what matters.

I'm sure that doesn't help, but wanted to express you are not alone in this, hopefully the wait will be worth it xxxx
 
Kes's wait isn't a ttc conceive wait its wSiting for her hubby to agree that's the problem

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ok my lovelies... i have had a bad couple of days with eating.. lol
new years was a planned day off (today however is not) and i planned to do curry for everyone (low fat one and one that everyone else would prob eat..) but hardly anyone likes curry (that was coming to our place last night) so bang goes that idea.. (my one of just a small amount of good curry and i could just about deal with that.) but now that had to change my plans, so my OH and i decided pizza and mixed nibbles was the best route to go down. (apart from the fact that i would spend most of the night shifting things in and out of the oven because its only small and there were about 10 trays of the stuff.) me and nibbles (no matter how much i eat or dont eat) doesnt go together.. i had 1 1/2 slices pizza and one (or two if it was a prawn lol) of each of the bits. and some crisps and some chocolate fingers... and all i drank was 1 1/2 bottles of copperberg cider. and i put on 4lbs!!! (yes i know i have been on a low cal diet, where i have been starving my stomach and its going to retain everything) ... but hey ho... i didnt plan on having a day off today but we had some left over pizza and cheese and chocolate..

i have been an emotional wreck today, i dont know why... im not upset about the scales. i dont know why i am.. its frustrated me that ive quite litterally not been able to stop crying...

Weight on the 1st January 2013 is 13 stone 5.4lbs.

i know that gain will go quickly so hoping by monday next week that im back down and hopefully in the 12's :)

and bring on some happy feelings... as 2013 hasnt started off great today...

ok im off now to read how you all spent your new years xx
 
Kes said:
ok my lovelies... i have had a bad couple of days with eating.. lol
new years was a planned day off (today however is not) and i planned to do curry for everyone (low fat one and one that everyone else would prob eat..) but hardly anyone likes curry (that was coming to our place last night) so bang goes that idea.. (my one of just a small amount of good curry and i could just about deal with that.) but now that had to change my plans, so my OH and i decided pizza and mixed nibbles was the best route to go down. (apart from the fact that i would spend most of the night shifting things in and out of the oven because its only small and there were about 10 trays of the stuff.) me and nibbles (no matter how much i eat or dont eat) doesnt go together.. i had 1 1/2 slices pizza and one (or two if it was a prawn lol) of each of the bits. and some crisps and some chocolate fingers... and all i drank was 1 1/2 bottles of copperberg cider. and i put on 4lbs!!! (yes i know i have been on a low cal diet, where i have been starving my stomach and its going to retain everything) ... but hey ho... i didnt plan on having a day off today but we had some left over pizza and cheese and chocolate..

i have been an emotional wreck today, i dont know why... im not upset about the scales. i dont know why i am.. its frustrated me that ive quite litterally not been able to stop crying...

Weight on the 1st January 2013 is 13 stone 5.4lbs.

i know that gain will go quickly so hoping by monday next week that im back down and hopefully in the 12's :)

and bring on some happy feelings... as 2013 hasnt started off great today...

ok im off now to read how you all spent your new years xx
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((((((()((((((() HUGS ))))))))))))))))
Sorry to hear how you are feeling, most of that 4lb will be fluid and will settle once you have got yourself back into your routine.
Not much difference in our weight, at my SW weigh in today I was 13.5 x
 
i dont honestly know whats wrong with me. i just cant stop crying (or leaking as my husband tells me) bless him though he is being so sweet.
 
ummmmm yes... i should have started on sat (if i was ever a 28 day cycle girl)
 
Could be that you are just emotional due to being late, and all the connotations that involves!
 
you could be right... ive hardly ever been a regular girl (only saw the Dr the other day to go back on the pill because im fed up with being irregular)
 
I have read that being on low cal diets effect your cycle?
 
its not that... i have PCOS...
and the only time i was ever a 28 day cycle is when i was properly on my Diet back in 2010... very strange. but hey ho... im used to it. its been like it since i got my period. i could go up to 6 months without a period...
 
here here!!! i totally agree with you on that one.
 
Hi Kes, Sorry you're so leaky, nice to have a husband who understands though! Good luck getting back to it, what VLCD are you doing (save me reading back too many pages!)

KB x
 
Kes said:
its not that... i have PCOS...
and the only time i was ever a 28 day cycle is when i was properly on my Diet back in 2010... very strange. but hey ho... im used to it. its been like it since i got my period. i could go up to 6 months without a period...
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So not only do you have to wait for your hubby to be ready, you have PCOS issues to deal with once he is ready - your hubby is a ******! Sorry :)
 
yeah.. hence why i was the way i was. xx but i just have to wait. xx
 
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