Hey Priya,
Probably a good thing BF can't make it as you're suffering already, have the meds helped. Are you feeling any better?
You're doing superbly. You diary is amazing. For sure you'll be feeling much slimmer when you see him.
I can't see a difference in myself yet, but I do feel like my tummy which looking like I'm about to drop twins... hmmm anyway when I sit and lean forward I had this bulge that pushed into my chest. The bulge being my stomach. I can sit down, lean forward - ok suck my tummy in... ( that in itself is an achievement ) and no more feeling like my lungs are going to be pushed out through my throat.
God that is so uncomfortable and when I lean to one side, the tyre around my stomach, I can physically feel the fat pushing up towards my armpit. Soz maybe TMI But I think it's not doing that as much. Now that to me is a good week.
My chest feels less heavy and I can take a deep breath without any pain. And my sports bras, too large for normal bra's these days aren't as tight. And they're XL as I lost keeping note after I went up to a 40chest
I still sweat like a lil' piggy but hopefully that's a combo of the heat as well as my lard around my body. I swear I just look at food and gain weight these days.
I was thinking all the rubbish I've eaten, nothing actually tasted that great, it's been a combination of stress, depression, no motivation and sheer inability to look after myself or care about myself. That has so hot to change during my journey.
I've barely looked at myself in the mirror the last two years, in fact I make a point of not doing so. As and when I'm out I keep my head down. I am so ashamed of how I look. I feel like I just gave up on life and chose a path that reinforced me over eating.
Well no more, I will use this journey to remind myself I'm just maintaining a slimmer me, and I'm already in maintenance mode and that this is the healthy and better lifestyle. I just know that thinking works for me
Had my porridge - apple and cin it's so good.
Bfn
xxx