oh i am also hopin for inch loss too as ma cdc dint measure me lst week...n she will b measurin me on fri so i am hopin for a few inches there as well seen as the lst tym i got measured i ad put sum inches on :S...
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ahh ima miss uni in the summer hols i tink its slowly strtin to hit me that i will b headin home for good for the summer hols n will b waitin around to find out if i get bk into uni nx yr or not..n i will not b livin the lifestyle that i have been livin ere at uni bk at home...
ima miss the opportunity to b able to do wteva i wnt at wteva tym i wnt lol n ima miss da guy that i am with as i av no idea wts gna appen durin the summer hols as we aint plannned owt lol as we aint reli the plannin type.
I hpe i do get to see him once or twice during the hols n i hpe we are still the sme by the tym uni strts again....ppl are strtin to leave already bt i am one of those hu is dreadin goin bk home...wrk is strtin to piss me off, its nt even a regular job they call u in wen they need u, they been txin me askin me to cum into wrk n im lyk i cnt coz im in lesta...n they nt bein understandin lst sunday i got up early for mnrin shift onli to b told a hr later to go home im lyk wtf...:S,....they do dat at tymsz wen they realise they av too many pppl that they have called in n nt nuf wrk to b given out to us....
Its daft man i am tryin to spend as much tym as i can with ma bf n wrk is pissin me off ma regulr shift is on weekends onli n that if they dnt send me home at sum point durin the day....i reli need anotha job bt i dnt wna strt job huntin rite nw js in case they cum up with a strt date b4 i am plannin on goin home for the summer hols its soo damn difficult
...the job i av nw is flexiii dat i gta admit lyk if u dnt turn up they mst of the tym are understtandin bt rite nw its a nu guy hu manages us n ez a twat e dnt lyk me for sum reason e seems to tink i tke too many days off bt wt they dnt get is oviously ima put ma studies first b4 neting.
Nt too sure as to wt to doo as i doo gota earn quite a bit for nx yr...at uni...i gta pay ma rent for nx yr in august as well...:S...
....so its bit annoyin ma move in date for nx yr is 24th sept...n ad wrst ting is i aint goin nowher for the summer, ez goin to amsterdamn on thurs...til mon...gna try nt to tink wt e mite get up to there...js gna shove it in the bk of ma head...i trust him n guess dats all iv got goin on him, with me n him its kinda complicated bt i av turned into a soppy twt n so js tkin each day as it cumz with im with the hope that its goin to b alrite in the end....
...:S...ima propa romantic at heart lol n i guess ima js in those of those moment...n da wrst ting i am soo used to avin him round for comapny cz ez in lesta tooo durin da hols its gna b torturee.......
sorii for the rant bt i ad to let it all out as lyk i sed its slowly strtin to hit me that i am goin home for the summer n will nt b able to do half the tings that i have dun wile at uni ere n i js pray that i get bk into uni nx yr as i will b gutted if i dnt get this opportunity again its the best tym i ad n i dnt wna give it up rite nw....as technilcaiiy got anotha two yrs left of ma course n i dnt wnt it to end nw..so i hpe i get bk in nx yr...fingers croossed.......
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mwaahz