Thanks girls - fingers x'd they come back ok.
Hit rock bottom last night and spent most of the night fighting tears. But headed out for a bit of retail therapy with DH and a chat - in quiet shops as we were there before some of them opened. lol
Anyway.. I have said if I HAVE to go in, then I will but not till I feel I can't 'cope' at home with the pain or travelling soon. So laughed about getting there fully dialated.. after all it's not the labour that could pose a problem, it's the bleeding after.
Lauren - 3 more sleeps sounds exciting.. if it weren't still up to the bloods. lol I can't eat steak as I'm veggie, and can't OD on the tablets either as they give me the runs

. I have considered it.. lol
Anyway.. I'll pack my bag be-grudingly in the hope I don't need it, and see how things go. If baby is on my side she'll arrive on Sunday but that is blooming unlikely! lol

and is a bit selfish of me to think that way.
I even thought about throwing the results away when they arrive - lol yes I was THAT low last night.
Still.. got some lovely wallpaper in laura ashley today (bargain price) and have chosen a pink polka dot design for the babies room - we are going to get it in 2 weeks or so.

won't be put up till after xmas but will be lovely and go lovely with a pair of curtains I have in lilac with white polka dot border. lol
So.. that's what cheered me up!
Lauren - don't listen to the sceptics and the great thing is baby will have your DH's name from the start. Erin had my surname till she was registered - the hospital wouldn't put her under her dads name as we weren't married.
Look forward to the pics when you have time. x x