Purpled said:Oh wow! I'm really emotional. It sounds pathetic! I just never thought I'd ever reach this point. Like being size 16/18 never made me feel an outsider but it did make me self conscious. It felt like I'd be stuck there forever. Then I've just change all that in 9months. Then today trying on a dress and looking so slim just shocked me. Stunned me really. Because I've worked so hard this year. I felt okay. Then I've just got in now and feel emotional, happy emotional I think. I just feel like I've achieved the unachievable. Like if I chopped my head off I'd look like a model. It's crazy! I'm not saying I'm perfect but I'm finally happy and I think I've realised that today.
Anyway that's my pathetic little story lol! I'll be catching up with you all later. Fish pie or dinner
Purpled said:
Today I will tackle the butternut squash. I've only eaten these, never cooked one. God help me! Going to looking for a recipe or step by step instructions later
Oh and when I say that maintaining has turned me into a monster, look....
<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=65128"/>4 pancakes with tasty stuff inside, and I don't even feel sick. I'm like that plant that says 'feed me' is that a stage show? Or am I going nuts lol
Purpled said:Yesterdays food
Breakfast
Toast x 2 with peanut butter
Frosted shreddies and almond milk
Lunch
Go Organic bean burger with chips and garlic sauce (Posh pub lunch)
Dinner
Homemade Fish Pie with peas and brocoli
Snacks
Banana, Apple, Grapes, Cheese and Crackers, berry shake
All that and I still fitted into the wedding dress lol!!!
Okay I have planned todays food but obviously I'll add snacks
Today
Breakfast
Pancakes x 4 with a range of fillings
Blueberries
Lunch
3 bean salad with feta cheese and sundried tomato
Dinner
Quorn pepperd steak with some form of butternut squash (Can I roast it?) and seasonal veg
Purpled said:Hiya!
I like to get my calories from treats too but if I eat too much sugary food I really do feel crap and tired! So I've been trying to keep my intake up with whole foods I haven't been to the doctors but I will think about it. Since I may have to go back regarding my knees and clicking. I could mention it.
And my cousin is in the girls category called Ella. She's amazing. We are not too close, she's lives in Tetney and I'm the other side of Lincolnshire. I only see her at family parties/weddings etc but its nice having someone to support. Plus when she was 4/5 I taught her how to play twinkle twinkle little star on the piano. I never really watched X factor but there are some good people in it. Although I hate Tulisa. And I'd love Louis Walsh to win, he makes me smile. Clueless.
I'm currently having crazy ideas about making my own wedding dress. I need to get it out my head because it could go disastrously wrong lol!! So I thought I'd make myself a dress today, not a wedding dress! Just a fun casual dress. Then my head might think...your actually not that good. Buy your wedding dress. Watch this space. I'll put a pic of whatever I make on here later.
Purpled said:Love Love Love......and this sounds like I'm showing off but I think that dress will suit my body shape better than the model. As I'm curvier and taller. See I'm forgetting about the £1250 dress already.
mrsgosling3 said:It is beautiful. Doesn't do much for the model but it will look great on you. Have you seen it stocked anywhere to try it on?
Purpled said:It's custom made on Etsy. Lol!! Bit of a risk to send measurements and hope for the best. (Which I know is what you do in the shop) but its still a nice dress
I'm saving the pics on my phone so when I go in the shop I can show them the photos and hope they have something similar.
Anyway enough wedding talk!!
I'm making myself eat porridge for my breakfast....