I've just not had time to post on here this week at all! Good news is i've stuck to plan 100% this week, after another STS on Monday i'm determined to try harder and get some willpower back. After looking back through my diary, my biggest losses seem to be when i've had my daily syns (between 10 and 15, sometimes more which makes NO sense!) every day and my HE's and just stuck loadsa superfree in there as well. So, thats what i'm aiming for. I've also decided to lower my target, as i think trying to lose 1 stone 10lb in 14 weeks is very ambitious and i dont want to get stuck on the '10 stone' figure. I always said 10 stone because that would make me 'Healthy' according to my BMI, but to be honest after looking at pictures of me when i was 10 stone after losing a lot of weight a few years ago (and also listening to many, many of my friends) i think i did look a bit too thin. I had no boobs and you could see my bones, and i dont think i looked particularly attractive like that. I think i suit having *some* curves.
So, i'm changing my target to 11 stone for when i go 'official' dress shopping on July 30th in Manchester. Then, i'm going to decide if i want to lose any more, and how much more i want to lose if any.
I feel a bit like i'm backing down, but i dont want to feel pressure to be in a healthy BMI if i feel healthier and more myself being slightly heavier, even if i am classed as 'Overweight'.
So, i've changed my target and my mini goals and hopefully i will reach it.
Hope everyone enjoys their weekend!! xxx