RachelS - Its been a long time!

Way hay well done on the 3.5 off hon! Belated happy new year, by the way, just catching up on diaries - blimey there's loads to read!

So, let me get this straight; you got laid but you can't remember it? That is just wrong in so many ways ;)

Glad you had a good night though and hope you weren't too hung over. Are you going to see him again?
 
Well done on the 3.5 lbs :D Great loss!
 
Karenlou said:
So, let me get this straight; you got laid but you can't remember it? That is just wrong in so many ways ;)

Glad you had a good night though and hope you weren't too hung over. Are you going to see him again?
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I do remember it honestly, just wee parts are hazy is all!!:D He texted last night and said it would be really nice to see me again and that he had had a great night etc so I think I will be seeing him again, maybe!! Haha!!!
 
I dont know how to multiquote!!

I dont know how to multiquote otherwise Id have said thanks to everyone properly!! Thanks so much for all your well dones etc, they really made me feel good!!!
SO... Keisha, Rach, Lea, Karenlou, Jen, Little rotund one, mhredhill and Jax, thanks, you're sweet!!:p

Ive found something quite fab out, usually when Ive been on diets, Ive always always eaten whatever I wanted after weigh in, but this time, nothing!! Ive kinda planned to but not done it. Its well bizarre!! I made a bit more supper than usual last night but threw it away so ended up having a normal portion. Happy is not the word!!:D
 
little-rotund-one said:
...and its little things like that that make you realise that you really do want to do this, for you. Great stuff. x
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I think that this is one of the first times I have actually done this for me and just me, I dont even mean for the kids or my family which is probably why its working!!
Cheers! :D
 
You are a star. Glad the memories coming back re the late night event and that he has been in touch - possible rematch on the cards even better

Enjoy yourself

M
 
well done Rach, so pleased for you! :) you're doing so so well! xxx
 
So pleased you're found you didnt feel the need to have a post WI celebration! Hope your date goes well. BTW to multiquote click on the middle icon next to the quote icon (the one with speech marks and an add sign on it) then scroll down hitting this icon on all posts you want to quote. Then finally hit the quote icon and voila! Hope this makes sense! Take care xxx
 
Well done on the weight loss hun :) xx
 
Jax123 said:
So pleased you're found you didnt feel the need to have a post WI celebration! Hope your date goes well. BTW to multiquote click on the middle icon next to the quote icon (the one with speech marks and an add sign on it) then scroll down hitting this icon on all posts you want to quote. Then finally hit the quote icon and voila! Hope this makes sense! Take care xxx
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Aw thanks for that Jax, It'll save me a lot of hassle!!! :rolleyes:
 
I need a pick me up.

Its weird really, this thing called depression. While I am coming out of it gradually (fingers crossed) I get confused. I know that good things have happened to me today and I do know what they are and value them, but I am feeling more down than I should be. It seems that the smallest negative thing outweighs the biggest good at the mo and I wish I could stop feeling like that.
I obsess about the fact that no matter what I say or do, it will never be good enough, people wont really like me and so on. Its ridiculous you know.
I know what triggered it today, my boss is under pressure from his boss and shouted at me today for suggesting that he email a customer briefly to explain he would get back to her. She had phoned 6 times and we kept on passing messages for him to call her but he never did. He blew the lid at me! I was so angry, firstly at him for speaking to me like he did and secondly for my inability to say something. The only thing I knew I would say if I opened my mouth was along the lines of 'Screw you and your f*ing job'. So I shut up.
Its so frustrating, I know he's not long for our company as the regional manager who I get on with well told me that he was on his final warning and that if he didnt pull his socks up he would be out. He hasnt and today he was trying madly to fix things he had cocked up. Things that I had been asking him to do for weeks and weeks.
So one wee shout (ok not so wee) at me and it negated everything good. Why?
I know that it will be the same tomorrow and I just dont want to go in, but I will, theres work to be done and all!!
God what a moany cow, sorry but sometimes its better to let it out somehow. Fingers crossed I'll have a more positive post in the am. x
 
if you have some bluetack and a pin.. mould yourself a little man and prick him many times. Always worked for me when I worked at Matalan :D and if you dont have a pin you can still squeeze the little buggar to death with your hands and release stress at the same time :D

sorry to hear you've had a bad day xxx
 
He's probably avoiding the customer so feels guilty and takes it out on others hon. I have had (and continue to have) problems with depression and anxiety, as have others on here so you're in good company. There's a director at work who I spend too much time avoiding and the last time I had to email her I nearly had a panic attack every time I checked my emails in case she had a go at me. She actually just said "Thanks Karen". Of course, I know she's out to get me really!

Nice to hear Mr Hubba Hubba has been in touch - if he's a supporting people worker there's a good chance he's a decent human being - and you can stick two fingers up at your mum, who sounds like she is my mother's twin.

Were we separated at birth?
 
blackwidow said:
if you have some bluetack and a pin.. mould yourself a little man and prick him many times. Always worked for me when I worked at Matalan :D and if you dont have a pin you can still squeeze the little buggar to death with your hands and release stress at the same time :D

sorry to hear you've had a bad day xxx
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Haha, I like that, may well do it just to release stress!! :8855:
 
Karenlou said:
He's probably avoiding the customer so feels guilty and takes it out on others hon. I have had (and continue to have) problems with depression and anxiety, as have others on here so you're in good company. There's a director at work who I spend too much time avoiding and the last time I had to email her I nearly had a panic attack every time I checked my emails in case she had a go at me. She actually just said "Thanks Karen". Of course, I know she's out to get me really!

Nice to hear Mr Hubba Hubba has been in touch - if he's a supporting people worker there's a good chance he's a decent human being - and you can stick two fingers up at your mum, who sounds like she is my mother's twin.

Were we separated at birth?
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I think we were!!
As far as Mr Hubba Hubba goes (love the name) he really is a nice person and fun too, it was lovely to hear from him!
Re the depression, I know Im being irrational sometimes but you just cant help yourself?! Hopefully today will be better?

How are you anyway, diet coming along?;)
 
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