Welcome! Oh I know how you feel- I trained for the marathon in 2013 and had to withdraw too and defer. But it just wasn't meant to be that year. Next year will be your year
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I really want to do it next year too. I did it in 5 hours which I was pleased with - I realised I didn't care what time I did I just wanted to make sure I had the ability to do it, and now I can work on beating my time
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Oh cool what marathons did you do? What's your weight now? I always use my height and little legs for sympathy when tall runners tell me their times!! Is your physio good? Finding the right people to help you through injury is so important isn't it? I only found my perfect person a few months ago after paying out for loads of them - but I will def be back there When do you think you'll get back to running? Can you do other forms of exercise to build up the fitness initially? I found doing a lot of core strengthening and lunges and squats helped me - but my injury was hamstring so I think helped take the pressure off. Hahha made me laugh re. Late night sandwiches. Yes very good point. I actually partly feel my run yesterday was so enjoyable as I was so empty and light! The day before the marathon I actually ate really well but not too much - had a bagel, big bowl of plain pasta with veg for lunch, then in the eve I had a bit more pasta and another banana and a bagel. I slept really early like 9pm then has a bagel and banana in morning. I didn't feel I hit the wall at all. I did feel too heavy to run but that was the weight gain rather than food. Also- I found the calorie free electrolyte tablets a great help for after and before the race. Interesting how you said you felt like a whale running at my weight yet would know like to be there. It is so hard to appreciate where we are in the moment isn't it? As I ran yesterday I said "oh it's a downhill run it's easy" and stuff like that to negate my achievement. We really don't know what we've got til it's gone! See as soon as running comes up I keep going on and on haha, it's like when people ask me "how was the marathon?" - they always get a pretty long answer, until I realise I'm probably boring them with it all - but I def got the marathon bug in case you can't already tell!!!!