Sooo mental weekend... managed to totally show myself up... get ready for a laugh at my expense (its ok I laughed too haha)
So had the "date" he bought wine... oh no... had a few glasses, was sat crossed legged on the end of my bed feeling a tiny bit drunk... he goes "Sammy can you pass the remote" which was on the floor next to where I was sitting... so instead of putting my legs down and bending forward to pick it up... I put my hand on the table in front of me... still crossed legged on the bed... and tried to lean down to pick it up... the table has wheels on it... it shot across the room and i face planted onto the floor.... landed on the empty bottles, which thankfully didnt smash but have given me a lovely bruise the size of my fist on my stomach.... anyways he goes home the next day... leaving his watch here... I text him saying your watch is here, what do you want me to do with it and no reply... lol havent heard from him since he left, which is unusual for him, he normally texts me all through the day and will chat to me on facebook most nights... not a peep since Sunday morning when he left... lol oh dear! Another one bites the dust!
But back on the diet topic.
12 weeks is all I need to stick at this for, 12 weeks and I could be done.... argh! Really need to get my head back into the game and stick to it... no drinking!! no cheating.
So theres my hugely embarrassing experience... def no more drinking!