I was in an awful mood last night. The guy I have been seeing for about 4 months said he just wanted to be friends. It has been a bit of a complicated relationship the whole time... it was meant to be casual but we both got too involved but neither of us wanted partners. I'm off to uni and however much I liked him, I really wanted to be single when I went to uni. He basically said he is getting to the point where he wants to be in a relationship with me... but he doesn't want a relationship.... its exactly how I feel!
So, he said its best to stop it now, before uni, and to try to be friends... we have tried it before and it hasn't worked! I was really upset last night... but now I have thought about it, it does make sense, because we are both getting too involved for a casual relationship, and it is going to get to the point where we want a relationship with eachother but not a relationship!
Ahhh, so although I know it is for the best, I'm pretty upset about it, so I am amazed that I somehow didn't manage to pig out last night!
Needed some thinking time this morning so went for a walk along the beach - just over an hour - which was really nice. I wore my Reebok Easytones.... they are doing their job! My bum hurts!
I've just had a lovely lunch - it was king prawns in a sweet chilli sauce - from Birds Eye. You bake them in the bag for 15 mins and they were absolutely delicious!
Today's food diary...
B: none
L: prawns in sweet chilli sauce (very hot!!) (255), 2 cheese triangles (39)
D: wrap (269) , skips (89)
So that makes a total of 647 calories... I'll make sure I eat some other snacks during the day.
Exercise was my hour walk... fast walking... and a 5 hour shift tonight.