Yes it was cringe central...
I quite like Mark too he makes me laugh. The drama when the hairdryers were out of action lol. The funniest bit was when he was splattered in bed during the assassin task... and just sat up stunned, covered in gunge. I'm looking forward to Monday.... new housemates yay!
Okay today's menu is:
b/fast: almond milk and raspberry shake
lunch: roast beef and horseradish, cauli mash, broad beans
dinner: salmon and salad
snack: raspberries, peppermint tea
I am taking little one out for a six mile walk today (she will be in her pushchair with sun parasol)... I hope it doesn't get too hot. Suncream and hats at the ready. Walking and dancing are probably the only two forms of exercise I like... oh and badminton but I'm not very good at it.
I am also having the talk with the guy I have been seeing today... it shall go something like; "I really like you and you're such a lovely guy but I am not ready for a relationship blah blah...." I'm not looking forward to it as he is soooooooo nice and I don't want to hurt his feelings.... BUT I just want to be alone for a few more months. I am just finding myself after coming out of a long unhealthy relationship in December and I am resentful when the new guy comes over as it feels like he is taking up my time and space. That's how I know it's not working and he isn't the one for me, I am just not ready for another relationship. He has spent the last few months calling me beautiful and gorgeous and buying me flowers... he has done wonders for my self-esteem (my ex would mention my excess weight a lot and be scathing about my weight loss attempts, he never gave me compliments...ever) but I need to be on my own.
I am out for lunch tomorrow so shall attempt to make the best low carb choices... I am just hoping I manage to ignore all the alcohol and all the empty calories it contains. A few glasses of wine and I will be looking at the pudding menu and it will all go to pot. Best stick with soda water.
Have a great Saturday ladies.
xx