Shabba's back from her jollydays and back to it...

[Shabba]

Well today hasnt gone particularly well! Was ok till this evening. we had a funeral to attend and it was a bit emotional and even though i didnt expect to cry i did, mainly because my OH's gran was in pieces and i couldnt stand to see her like it. So when we left we took madam to get some fast food. Its ok though, its 1 meal and tomorrow i will be back on track. I needed the junk.

A 31 year olds funeral is nothing anyone should go through

RIP Aunty L xx

Good news is my size 16's arrived and im in them no problems!!!

 

[Shabba]

Well im happier today. Had a good day yesterday and did the garden and went to get madam a new swimming costume for this morning! It was a nice chillout day.

This morning we've been swimming and madam is definately scared of water, she did have a few laughs so i was pleased and we stayed for an hour which is better than the 15mins we did last time! And i paid £5 for the privelage

I've had a good lunch, nice and healthy and now im going to be chilling out!

So why do people feel the need to act like everything is going to kill them? here i am being quite happy when there are some people who are constantly depressed and scaremongering? Do they work for the Daily Mail?

Chill out, relax, have fun, IT WONT KILL YOU!

On another note, i dont want to go to work tomorrow

 

[Shabba]

what a difference a day makes!!

Im like death warmed up :cry:I have no will to diet, i am far too tired to diet and i dont want to. Im having a gain this week unless i dont eat :8855:

Short one. I havent the energy to continue :cry:

 

[Emma_2008]

what a difference a day makes!!

Im like death warmed up :cry:I have no will to diet, i am far too tired to diet and i dont want to. Im having a gain this week unless i dont eat :8855:

Short one. I havent the energy to continue :cry:

Awww Shabba, hope your feeling better soon

 

[Shabba]

Better today! I'm dreading weigh in though, we had pizza last night because we were exhausted! and i havent prepared my lunch! So im all over the place.

need to get my head together for Friday and stick to it! Will go for a run on Friday as well to kick start my motivation again!!

I wanted to lose 3lb this month and it is doable now but only just!!! Must try harder next month!!

 

[Emma_2008]

Better today! I'm dreading weigh in though, we had pizza last night because we were exhausted! and i havent prepared my lunch! So im all over the place.

need to get my head together for Friday and stick to it! Will go for a run on Friday as well to kick start my motivation again!!

I wanted to lose 3lb this month and it is doable now but only just!!! Must try harder next month!!

Glad you are feeling better!

Good luck for WI x

 

[Shabba]

Thanks emma but the luck was wasted im afraid!!!

A whopping 3lb gain in 1 week!!! 1 little week!!! Actually its probably my punishment for eating what i want and still losing for other weeks :giggle:

I was dissapointed but im ready this week! This evening im off for a jog, when madams in bed so its cooler :giggle: I WILL lose that weight!

 

[blackwidow]

Shabba i love those shoes.. tell your OH to ring me, ill give him a big long list of reasons you MUST have those shoes!

xxx

 

[Shabba]

I could have really used them this weekend :giggle: Im still no closer to getting them :cry:

Well the weekend went by and i troffed again!!! I did well in the day it was the BBQ and wine that got me. OH kept saying "it's supposed to be our weekend to relax, its only 1 weekend it wont hurt" no dear, thats what you said last week!

Anyway was back on track yesterday. Had 18 points instead of 22 to compensate and went for a run! I tried working out my points from the weekend and gave up at 60 or so!!

 

[DopeyAngel]

Ah bless you - at least you've gone for a run. I'm a big believer that exercise makes all the difference but it's so difficult to get motivated sometimes so well done you

 

[Shabba]

Well tea was fine last night. I managed to grab myself a reduced bargain of low fat sausage and mash for 40p from tesco!!!! 80p for two meals!!! :8855:

I went for a walk with the woman i sit next to at dinner and gained 0.5 points as well :bliss:

I managed to get 72% on my coursework assignment so im over the moon!!!!

Then i found out there are going to be changes at work and im :censored: off!!!!! I tell you i love my job but at the moment its so emotionally draining!!!! Im sick of a team leader who sits near me. She's totally self absorbed and nasty! She wants my department and my team leader wont fight he hates confrontation. So she's getting ever closer to getting it!! OMG I COULD SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM :flamingmad::whoopass:

 

[Shabba]

Hellooooo diary

Im much calmer today. I've settled down to do some owrk and i've not spoken to anyone I cant be doing with them! :8855:

Last night i got stuck in chesterfield, 14 mile away from home!!!! OH was on his way to get me from my uni tutorial and the road was shut!!!! I had to wait 30mins to be rescued :cry: It was cold and it meant when i got home it was nearly 10pm and i didnt have time for a snack! So i under ate yesterday. 14.4 points in total!!!!

The dreaded WI tonight!!! I dont think i've lost my 3lb but im hoping i've lost something after the weekend! Its seems such a long time ago now

 

[Shabba]

Well WI last night and i lost 4.5lb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :8855:

Im on track now. Want to get my next Silver 7 by the end of June!!!

Off for a walk or the wii at dinner and a jog tonight

feeling much better and im nearly into the next stone!!!

 

[Shabba]

Well its been a week and what a week it has been!!! i have been up and down on a real emotional roller coaster! :cry:

Im off work at the minute because i really cant face going there, my heart races when i think about it and i freak out :cry:

I've been good this week though. Food wise i've been good with 1 treat night in the week and i've lost 3.5lb! makes me wonder what i could have done if we hadnt had the pizza?! Nevermind, it was golicious!!!

i have a week of decorating our daughters room as well as other things running around so i shall be trying to be good as well as trying to relax and behave!!! :8855:

 

[Emma_2008]

Well done on both your last losses!!! Fab results!!!! Well done you!!!

Sorry to hear about work stressing you out! Hope you feel better soon x

 

[Shabba]

Hellloooo diary again!

Well its nealry time for me to go part time i just wish work didnt feel like punishing me for it Never mind, ill keep plodding on until i find something else.

weight loss has been up and down as per!

im having a good day today and being careful with what im eating as is OH. i do however need a set of scales! Im no longer with WW class as i cant afford the increase in price so im going it alone!! eeeeeeeek

Oh and im poorly, or getting poorly, my throat is on fire typical really!

 

[blackwidow]

aww Shabba, hope you feel better soon hun!

have you tried boots scales? 50p a go x

 

[vanda]

Found your diary

I do hope you feel better soon

 

[Shabba]

cheers ladies!! I think ill take a trip to Tesco and use theirs :giggle: boots will be shut by the time i get into town on a Thursday! OH is on the case with scales!

Well this weekend i had a good one! I stuck to my points like a dream and i feel really good.

I have yet another interview to attend this afternoon and im nervous, im also in a size 16 skirt thats baggy on me!!!!! Its not overly baggy but i looked in the mirror this morning and thought "damn your looking good now Miss Smith, your looking thin! not long to go" :giggle:

going to be good this week, getting as much weight gone as poss because were at the BTCC in just under 3 weeks and i know it will be a junk food weekend, but i love the sport so ill enjoy it!

 

[vanda]

Hope the interview went well, have a fab week